he is inesen...

dis is wat i tke 4rm ijat's blog..huhu..1st tyme i read dis, i feel like really klakar wat dis boy tlis..bt after a while, i realize dat his writing is based 4rm wat he feel..i keep on asking myself wat is happening 2 him??what lead him 2 write such essay ?? in his age, i think he shud not think 'bout dis....like ijat said, yeah as a future ticer we av big probs 2 handle dis type of students..his wrtiting i think is 'bout what he feel, wat he observe in his life as well as wat he experienced in his life..as 4 me, he is inesen but his environment n ppl surrounding him made da way he is now..children r inesen...they gonna be wat they r now based on their 1st lesson..
poor boy...he is so inesen..

qualities of a gud fren...

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erm wat r da qualities dat a gud fren shud posses eh??1. hurting u?? 2. backstabbing u?? 3. said bad things ' bout u??
erm i choose 2 write on dis matter coz rite nw ol i can c dat ppl owes use other ppl dat they claimed their frens, gud frens or whatsoever for their own gud...i hate dis type of person..wat da point of being fren if u humialiating ur fren, hurt them, said something 'bout them, backstabbing them???? i've faced dis kind of situation n siyesly next tyme i 'll nver believe n put my trust on dis type of ppl..in front of u dis type of ppl pretend they r ur fren but behind u they r like shit, saying smthg bad 'bout u..for instance, if u av probs, they'll ask u, trying 2 knon2nya nk solve ur probs, want 2 share ur probs but behind ur bck, ol wat u told them, they tell 2 da others..is dat some1 who claimed ur fren shud do??i guess ni...i'm enuf wit dis kind of ppl...
a gud fren muz be circumspect in both his/her words n deeds. he/she shud not be spiteful in his words or actions..
i'm really dissapointed wit ppl who claimed they r my frens but nver try 2 understand me especially when i'm in bad condition..whenever they think they shud tell da whole world wit wat they noe, then they'll do it without 'amik kra' wat u feel ..they dun ever think da consequences of wat they did, either u r crying, stress or whatsoever..
as for me, i think i'm enuf wit dis types of ppl.. i had so mny probs n tq 4 making my life even more worse..ol da burdens r on my shoulder, then i think enuf...2 ol my bez frens, tq..u r da bez..2 ol ppl who owes treat me like a shit, then buzz off!!
i'm loyal in friendship but siyesly i'm dissapointed..really dissaponted...i did trust u but nw i noe da truth..

**** dis is wat i feel 'bout fren..tq...

tq 4 being a gud fren 2 me su...u r da bez..

tq guys 4 supporting me whenever i need u ols..give me strength when i' m down..thanks..i faced a lot of probs lately dat i can't handle by myself , thanks frens 4 being there 4 me..

enuf..enuf..

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erm lately i feel like i live in a miserable life ...feel like 2 be invinsible...feel like 2 go 2 nowhere where ppl can c me..rite nw, i feel like going home..miss my fmly so much..i'm enuf wit dis feeling..i'm not in da mud of wat ppl cl 'exm'....i can't even remember ol da theories..i hate dat....i wish bandura, watson, pavlov or paiget r here...so dat they can teach me better hw 2 understand their theories..i can't even concentrate when i'm in dis condition..plz..i need help..keeping my feelings bottled up r da bez way but am i hepi???i wish dis wud end..huh, 4 more papers...can't wait 19hb..i'll be home..flmy wats make me hepi...i wish next yr i'll come here wit new " ILYANA KAMARUDDIN"....i'll be 22 next yr...i wish everthing wud be okayy...

** siyesly, gle stress ak skg...

WTH!!!

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urghhhh...siyesly 2day is my bad day..cm pa ag..adeh br nek kt lift blok ak yg suma dak2 PISMP junior ke senior ke n dak B. ED TESL kne pndh ke blok 3..huh bygkn la kn nk angkut2 brg2 ke blok 3..kl blok 5 ley timer ag tau...ni blok 3...mmg kna cr troli la...mna ngan kotak2 bku, rak2 bku bgai, kotak printer bgai..huh..mmg xpk org la..BLOK 6 plak yg akn stay nye dak2 german, french ngan jepun..mslhnya xksh la spa nk ddk pn kn tp bla wt ceni kn jd mcm dak2 pismp cmpur ngan dak2 pismp, tesl-tesl,french-french...kwn2 yg 2 jek..mna la kmi bek ngan dak french ngan german, bla da jauh ceni ssh la nk lpak skali..n 1 mre thing, ak rs xdaknya pnuh 1 blok 6 ni kl sume dak2 german ngan french ddk..sah2 geng2 fara ngan hajar 1 umh..jr dpa 1 umh...yg geng2 ina xblik ag..pas2 french lak geng2 feruz 1 umh..jr 1 umh..yg geng2 mecink n 2 chrt ag 2 lmbt ag nk blik..jepun plg2 kurang2 pn 2 umh...plg kurang pn 6 umh guna..lbey ag 4 umh..kn..huh...adeh tensyen la bla kna pndh..nk syok2 dok cni..plg mls nk angkut brg la..siyes...da la brat2 sume 2....adeh nape la skg kt asrama pntai puri ni byk sgt prubahan yer??ak xksh nk kna pndh tp kn blok 3 xke mcm tin sardin nt..blok 5 pn kna pndh..sbb blok 2 hnya utk B. ED yg blik dr oversea taun dpn..means tesl cohort 4..huh..

** fara n geng german, xdpt la kmi nk lpak ngan ampa da..jauh pasni..

SURAT SALAH LAKU PELAJAR

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erm bca tjuk mst nk tau pe kn..ha 1 class ak kna isi dis borang becoz of certain ppl..bez kn..n ak pn kna isi sbb da xdtg kuliah 1 msa..ekceli g jmp KJ.. n da bgtau my lec 2.tp sbb trlmbt sket dia consider as lwt gak la wlpn da bgtau..n 1st tyme r nk msk lec knci pn2..so dlm bku reg dia tndakan ksong..xpala..xksh la..huh bck 2 my stry, there r 2 classes in our batch..a n b...class b nye stud de mslh ngan kehadiran...i wonder if they can sit 4 final or not becoz their attendance below 90%...n in ipba it is a taboo if u " pnteng" or skip classes sesuke ati...so becoz of 2 mny times "pnteng" kuliah so they av 2 face da consequences now...due 2 wat had happened, our class(a) av 2 isi dis form n write a letter 2 our mentor..i'm as well..so i filled da form with proud coz dis is my 1st tyme..although it juz only 1 period but still ol my classmates av 2 fill dis form..how tragic aite...hahahaha:p
my mentor asked us 2 fill dis form n write a letter as she afraid da HEP will ask her for dat..juz in case they ask 4 it je keyh...heheheh,,,it is like a back up larr kn..so if da HEP ask for ol this bgai, my mentor will juz give it wit no hesitate..huhuhu...

**Huh siyesly now I'm like 2 "maki" some1...I'm sick of ur attitude...if u dun like wat ppl say, juz ignore them...u make everthing getting worse....

** huh 1 class ak bz dok ngisi borang nih..hehehehhe...

Karnival sukan KPLI IPGM KBA

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erm msa tlis en3 ni pnat men netball xbis ag..hehhe..yela asyik stunt ats org jek..xpn org stunt ats ak..erm memule igt nk men futsal tp team xckp le plak..rmai yg injured..so xmen la..erm okeh sbb wt ari crti so xda students yg nk men sbb msg2 blik kg..so dr 4 team tgl 2 team jek,,,team class ak ngan akk2 kpli 2..tp dpa import2 org la..huhuhu..mna bley kn..tp xpela..da nma pn men sonok2,,,dpa organize dpa yg men sniri..hehehhe
ak xmen 1 game jek dr 4 game 2 sbb mse 1st game ak g stunt ats bola n nab ditlak n dia tndih ak.so skt dada..huhuhu..akk2 ni siyes gle nmpk men lmh gemalai tp once dpt bola da mcm men pe ag..hehhe..so da tgk dowg men ksar gak so kmi pn men cm mna asl kmi slalu men..men mcm men rgbi la..asyk tepis n stunt jek ats org..hehehe..mse laz game 2 bdk2 laki class plak yg excited lbey n siap2 jerit2..hehehhe...n game len ak men WA tp msa laz game ak men C... C utk group kpli trsgt la kcik..mary nma die...n ak trtarik bju dia..uish grg gle mrh2..huhuhu..sori bkn nk trik ye akk tp trtarik.standard le geng ampa de stunt ats kami nye team so give n take ok...overall ak hepi sbb dpt kuarkn pluh..heheheh...nt tyme cti mst bdn nek sbb kt cni at least ak men smada men futsal mlm2 @ msa class pj..huhuhu..laz2 grp kpli nih mng dbntu ngan 4 pmain import dpa..huhuhu..

here r some pics..(credit 2 fara..tq dear )

ni b4 men..ak gram gilak tgk kemncup 2..hehehe

msa men

xtau pe yg ceeta glak 2..

ak xigt pe yg ak ngah wt ni..

rani ngah pas bola..

kak Mary (C) jga peace...kcik gilak baa ..hehehhe

LITERASI BAHASA EXHIBITION...

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wah sngguh pnat ak arini sbb arini is da day where we av 2 exhibit ol our ABM..erm suprisingly, everthing is ok but one thing i noticed is about da ppl who come 2 our exhibition..sket sgt larr..we started our preparation by 8 am( compulsory 8am but as usual 8.30)hehhee...erm my group and i av 2 present multimedia presentation...there r about 8 groups and each of da group were work hard as a team. Comparing 2 my group, ol da other groups were so creative in term of their abm n the outline of their materials. My feet r hurt due 2 my high heel..siyesly damn hurt la..it was okayy at 1st but after a while, my feet started 2 like tuttttttttt...after the opening caremony by our director, Dr sofi, we had 2 be in our own booth n treat those who come. As our booth is da 1st stop, so we had 2 treat Dr sofi and da gang 1st..hehehe..what a suprise wen he asked us smthng dat funny..i tot he's a siyes man but ' dun judge a book by its cover' aite..hhehehhe..yeay2 Dr sofi gave us 'A' for our exhibition...Dis Literasi Bahasa(LB) is not my fv sbjct after ol..i hate art..i hate wen it comes 2 prepare ABM using our creativity.. I prefer smthng using lppy..hehehe..i owes skip wen it comes 2 prepare our ABM.. my frens noe me well..they'll never ask me 2 draw pictures or wat as they noe my drawing is suck..i prefer colouring or drawing lines or wat but if it is about drawing a picture, scenery or wat, i'll said" Aku xpndai lukis..jgn mrh tau kl xlwa"...in my fmly i'm da only one who is "tgn kayu"...hahahhaha..if i draw cloud, it is hard 4 ppl 2 guess wat am i drawing..hehehhe... i rather plying with numbers okayy..hehehhe... i tot we only do dis exhibiton only 4 1 dy but Dr Sofi asked 2 extend our exhibiton until Friday..OMG!!...will ltey lol... bck 2 my stry, da progress of dis exhibition going well but i dun like moz of da cmmnts 4rm some1 i assume shud noe better hw 2 gve her piece of mind...siyesly u make ol of us sick wit ur attitude..if u juz come 2 underestimate us, plz dun come..we do respect u but plz never underestimate us...erm.. mybe we r not as gud as ur students but watever it is plz pay some respects... overall, i felt hepi as we did well 2day..
4 those who come tq so much..here r some pics 4rm my cam....wsalam..

dr sofi ngah ptong reben msa opening caremony..



foyer dr pndgn ats..

hasmee's grp


my grp

ijat's grp