truth,cry and lie.....

life is like a cycle

2011-11-01T03:12:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum..
alhamdulillah cuti deepavali bru ni ak dpt blik umh...xkisah la wlaupun almost 7 jam dlm bus wlpn gila lenguh dok dlm bus tp suma tu ilang bla dpt jmp mk,bpk,abg n adk..family is everything to me...kna kerap blik..sbb ati ni sgt risau..spjg ak kt ipba taun ni dh 4 kali my dad admitted to hospital due to stroke and hypo...so mmg kena jga btoi2..my mum pn da gtau dr psan kena jga btoi2..siyes ak ckp layan my dad ckp wat suma mslh ak ilang...due to his illness, sometimes my dad behave like a kid..that's why ak ckp idup ni mcm roda..ye mula2 kta as toddler, lpas tu berperingkat2 smp la kta akn jd mcm bdk2 blik...so ak rjin lyn my dad ckp...n sayu ati bla tgk dia tdoq...bla dia wt pragai bla nk mnd,bla ngantok,bla pampers pnuh...n ak salu ckp kt my mum...xpa mk biaq bpak rehat...dlu bpk jga opah, tok anjang..biaq bpak rest...kta jga bpak...ak salu doa biaqla ak sempat bls jasa kedua org tua ak...supaya ak sempat berbakti kt my parents..ak cdey tgk ank2 yg tgai mk bpk depa kt tepi2 jln,umh org2 tua..Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, moga ak terhindar dari golongan yg macam tu...

credit to(pic):http://aliciaray.blogspot.com

counting the days....:)

2011-10-08T16:26:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...
wah tgk title kt ats ada mksud kah?hehehe...mcm bunyikkk mcm nk kwen je kn..hahaha..nope la..mksd ak counting the days nk blik umhhhhhhhh...i'm so overrrrrrr homesick ye skrang...alhamdulillah my dad dh kuaq dr hospital...utk kali ke 4 taun ni n tyme tu suma ak xdpt blik..everyday cl mk ak,tya my dad's condition...yeah i'm so worried bla dgq...hopefully everything will be okay kn...miss my family so damn much..next week my big bro will be here n ak mcm nk ajk dia kuaq...tp siyes org tua tu xkn mau pn kn...adeh...xpala...xlma dh nk cuti utk deepavali ni....

**to my dad,wait for ur little nana to come back eh...:)

Heart~~

2011-09-26T19:06:00.002+08:00

Heart....
I noe I've been hard on u...
I'm sorry for the things I put u through...
B4 u start to break on me or ask for sympathy..
I need to make u see ....

Heart...
I'm not sure it's been long enough ...
To say what I feel is really love...
There is just one way to learn...
Sometimes we'll get hurt..
N right now it's our turn...

Give it time..
Help me through..
Heart we can do this together ..

U're my strength..
U're my soul ..
I need u now more than ever ..

Heart ..
Ol da hurt will soon be gone..
If u, if u'll just keep on being strong..
U will always be my friend..
So keep on hanging in...
N we'll find love again~~

it is a gudbye??

2011-09-26T18:06:00.003+08:00

dear diary(ala-ala vampire diaries)..hehehe...okay..assalamualaikum....
arini rjin nk update blog...erm tersgtttttttttttttt rjin...alhamdulillah kt sudut pling kcik ngan pling ujunggggg kt dlm ati ak ni luka2 lma tu dh heal sket2..xbyk at east sket kira okkk la kn...erm..i'm happy kl dia happy( eh ikhlas ke x ni)...sbb dia pn nk ak happy kn...frankly, xdak dndam lgsg dlm ati ni..acece..tp terkilan tu bykkkk ngat...mmmm..cuma ak xleh be fren jek..n skg dlm proses nk delete2 suma pics, nk buh dlm kotak tshirt2 yg dia pnh bg n etc..nk bg blik mmg dia xmau..dr dlu dia kta suh ak smpn...so smpn la..nk wt cena..lma mna pn kwn kl xdak jdoh nk wt cena kn..mybe i deserve some1 better...1st love is soooo damn hard to forget tp 1st love x smestinya berthan kn..suma Allah da tetapkan..wlpn ati ak xterbka ag nk kwn rpt ngan spa2 tp ak salu doa there is some1 yg bek utk ak kt luaq sna...

** be happy, i'll always pray for ur happiness..

si comey:)

2011-09-25T13:35:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum...yeay ak berjaya wat blog ak ni bersawang...so arini ak nk msk n sapu sket sawang2 ni..ehhehe...mls la nk update n slalunya ak update ikt mood..tmbh2 skg mood xbpa nk bek n dlm HOMESICK nye mood, so ak mls la nk update kn...tp arini tgh2 dok bca ekonomi tetiba rsa cm yes ak ptt update..ehehhe...kmrin aka smlm aka hari sblm ni la kn which means ari sabtu, as usual ak bgn jek tdo mst on lppy n opkos la on fb kn..around 11 am...lwt kn ak bgn smlm..yela...sbb kul 6.30 am br tdo...ak ni kelawaq..berjga tyme mlm smp le ke pg2 subuh..pastu tdoq...mcm besa ak salu on chat...n salunya mmg da la students2 ak yg on9..n tbe2 nek chat dr adriana,one of my students...si adriana ni kakak si miasara tu...ak xpnh pasan pn dlm class sbb muka depa xsma...ha lbeh kurang ceni la chat ak ngan si adriana:

so tersgt la ak excited okayy bla nmpk mia kt screen lppy ak..hehhe...yg ak tau dia ckp...comeyyyyyyynyaaa...asa nk picit2 jek pp dia..best...ni antara pic2 yg ak tgkp pkai chat nya camera kt friend cameo ni n yg ak amik dr adriana nya album..mata ak n muka sgtla bgkak gla n sgtla mmg mcm org br bgn..eheheh..

emo...

2011-09-05T18:11:00.002+08:00

dear nana....
knowing the truth is really hurt~~

my life is like~~~~

2011-08-16T15:09:00.003+08:00

slm.....
arini i feel so damn exhausted....ngan pagai mcm2 ragam org...sbb smlm can't even bear to blink my eyes pn kn...sbb ntahla...deep thinking about something yg bother me...and then i got the guts to send all the msgs...telling n ending up everything...for good i guess...i got no one to lean on...that's why ak sgt2 xska rpat ngan org...for me as long as ak bleh sniri, i tried to..so that i'll never hurt others or vice versa...throughtout my life kn byk menda ak blaja..never easily trust ppl...sbb they can become ur good frens n ur enemy the other time...so never ever trust...mybe i'm fragile...easily can forgive ppl but the bad things about being fragile is that i can;t easily forget...sometimes i can't figure out why out of 1ooo ppl i'm the one to be blame~~
i hate crying alone when i had problems...but that's the best thing i can do as u can't find those who can cry with u...
yeah, semester ini sgt2 wat myself tension n nangis..sbb i can't be home...when my dad is admitted to the hospital sbb stroke i just can sit here and do nothing due to practicum...all i can do is crying over the phone n merengek2 like a crybaby sbb nk blik...ppl see me smiling but yeah kt dlm so called deep down my heart, ati ni sgt2 nangis n eagerly nk blik umh...yela kn, my dad...the only one i got...smp skg ati ni xsdap ati...
lately asyik mmpi gigi ats pth...i hate those kind of mimpi...and i don't believe such things...but yeah as human being ak still tgk jgak tafsir2 karut marut tu..xdak mud dh rsnya nk tulis...till then~~

epy bday mak~~

2011-08-08T00:40:00.002+08:00

slm....
arini 8/8/2011..ari jadi some1 yg sgttttttttttt special dlm idup ak..bday my mum...mk epy bday..bru lpas cl mk ak....hehehe..smoga mk sntiasa dikurniakan kesihatan yg bek n pnjg umr...nana syggggggggggg mk sgt2....syg ketat2...u're the only person i can trust..u're the one who listen to all my probs...tq 4 being such a GREAT, SUPERB n WONDERFUL mother to us...abg, angah n adik sygggggggg mk ngan bpk sgt2...:)

**syg dr mk xpnh kurang utk kmi..utk angah,utk abg...utk adik..utk bpk...

salam ramadhan~~

2011-08-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...
lma kn ak xupdate blog..hehehe..sbb kemalasan yg terlampau...bz dgn praktikum la pe la kn..so mls gila nk update..kl nk mrh ka nk lpas geram ke apa, ak just nangis jek...xyah tulis kt cni..hehehe...mcm2 menda jd dlm idup ak spnjg ak xupdate blog ni tp tula nk wt cena kn...idup ni byk kna tempuh...tak lambat rsanya nk ucapkan salam ramadhan wat suma bloggers kt dlm ni...posa jgn xposa okay..rsanya tu ja kn ak nk post...nantikan my next post yg xtau bla..hehehe..ha ni dh mula la mood nk menulis tu ilang..hehehehe....xpa..mlm ni kl rjin ak update ag okeh...hehehe:)

HAPPY~~

2011-06-24T22:15:00.004+08:00

slm...lma xupdate kn..sbb pa tau?sbb mls n memalaskan diri..ehhehe..so arini nk le ak update sebutir dua pape yg ptt..hehehe..ak ekceli xtau nk update pe tp xpe..just post something yg ak rsa nk tulih jek k...next week start 4/7 da start praktikum..still skol yg sma sk seksyen 6 kota damansara...melompat le bdk2 ak ye....heehheeh...and actually i'm also very2 excited to see them..miss them damn much tau...and of course i'll be very busy like the busybee when at school...last night, i looked at the takwim and OMG, there are TOO many activities to be done including my precious saturday:)hahahaha..so i just need to prepare myself and no kidding it will be very hectic as well as loads of work or project...hhehheheh...

lately i love blogwalking....jd stalker la..tp kn2 ONLY dkt blog trtentu aje...hehehehe...sorta love my new keja ni..ehehhehe..rsa diri ni reporter and stalker sgt2..hehehe..so what?i enjoyed doing blogwalking ni..:P

ape perasaan skg ye?to be exact i'm quite excited...quite happy tu..buleyh jgak le...sbb pa?nk tau sbb pa?sbb ak happy la..tp xmau trlalu happy sgt sbb stg ak qeyau balik..so so-so jela ya...alhamdulillah...pomise myself xmau cdey2 dh...so that's all kot...hehehee

**epi,i'm happy that i can accept u as my fren now...but as i said fren should use 'ang' ngan 'ak' la kn instead using our special names kn...hish..xmau la plak dia..
**tq sbb edit kn my pic..suppose to be pics tp yg len KIV dlu ye??hehehhe...
**i cried a lot becoz of him..malu bla dok teringat2 blik..recall balik suma memories kami...n u know what terlalu byk POMPUAN dlm idup epi yg suma ak tau...sbb suma pompuan ni la ak nangis n u had to give reasons smp la 1 thap epi diam n say there's nothing je kn..gurl yg terakhir yg i can recall pn kejap je kn...boys will be boys..
**ish..ak jnis mrh xlma la..sng nk maafkn org..hehehe...

-tq for this pic...smp lebam2 bwh mta pn epi buang kn..:p

Jar of hearts~~

2011-05-17T13:51:00.003+08:00

No I can’t take one more step towards u..
Coz all that’s waiting is regret..
And don’t u know I’m not ur ghost anymore..
U lost the love, I loved the most..

I learned to live, half-alive..
And now u want me one more time..
Who do u think you are?
Running round leaving scars..
Collecting ur jar of hearts..
And tearing love apart..
u’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside ur soul
So don’t come back for me..
Who do u think u are?

I hear u’re asking all around..
If I am anywhere to be found..
But I have grown too strong..
To ever fall back in ur arms..

Dear..it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how you put back the light in my eyes..
I wish that i had missed the first time we kissed..
Coz you broke all ur promises...
And now u're back..
U don't get to get me back..

And who do u think u are?
Running round leaving scars..
Collecting ur jar of hearts..
And tearing love apart..
U’re gonna catch a cold..
From the ice inside ur soul..
So don’t come back for me..
Don’t come back at all..

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Girl In the Mirror~~

2011-05-09T01:36:00.003+08:00

There's a girl in the mirror..
I wonder who she is..
Sometimes I think I know her..
Sometimes I really wish I did..
There's a story in her eyes..
Lullabies and goodbyes..
When she's looking back at me..
I can tell her heart is broken easily..

Coz the girl in my mirror..
Is crying out tonight..
And there's nothing I can tell her..
To make her feel alright..
The girl in my mirror..
Is crying because of you..
And I wish there was something..
Something I could do..

If I could..
I would tell her..
Not to be afraid..
The pain that she's feeling..
The sense of loneliness will fade....
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before..
When she's looking back at me..
I know nothing really works that easily..

I can't believe it's what I see..
That the girl in the mirror..
The girl in the mirror..
Is actually ME...

** I'm done with all the pains n hurt..so if i did wrong to you people, i'm sorry..i can't bear to see my own reflection coz i hate that girl inside the mirror..she can't even smile...just leave her alone...

<>

alone~~

2011-05-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

slm..
i need my own space...my own quality times to reflect...reflect on everything...i don't deserve to be treated like this..i cared so much but in the end, i'm the one who hurt..i'm done..

the little mermaid...

2011-05-01T01:21:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..
it's been ages since i last wrote here....been bz lately..bz with practicum..bz with any sort of things...plus i got no intention of writing any new posts due to something...but last two days, i watched a drama..n then the story mentioned about the little mermaid..yeah..the little mermaid story..everyone know the ending..i used to really into the story and i used to read the story since i was 6...i watched the cartoon,and i am so into it..how amazing a little mermaid fall for someone or so called the prince..yeah..if i can put myself in that story, i am the little mermaid who fall for some0ne i considered the prince..but i considered lucky coz i can be with that prince for so long...but i don't care about the story actually coz i care about the ending of the story...everyone know that the ending is that the little mermaid turned into the bubbles and disappeared...yeah after endure all the pain by myself, i wish to be like the little mermaid...turned into the bubbles and disappeared from him..so that i will be happy as i was before..yeah some ppl might think it's easy to turn into bubbles, but it takes millions or zillions step to make myself turn into the bubbles..the wounds are too deep..if someone can heal them, please....coz i can't endure the pain anymore...

Better In Time~~~

2011-03-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

It's been the longest day without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will....

Contest SWEET FACE & Style Gituuu Oleh Si yuyu bekas Jiran..ehehehe

2011-03-15T17:58:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum...
it's been ages ak xupdate blog..erm sbb ak sgt bz...plus cuti cenggini pn bz wt esemen..plus nk praktikum ag...tp arini ada msa skt nk jenguk2 blog n kt chatbox terperasan msg si yuyu my ex jiran kt blok 6 dlu invite msk contest dia...yesssss...lma xmsk contest...mcm nk jek...tp cam malu lak...hhehehhe
okeh contest ni nma dia Sweet Face& Style Gituuuu...okeh kl sesape nk msk leh leh g kt blog cik yuyu aka cik shaa kta ni ataupun klik jek banner contest kt bwh ni..

okey adik2 suma...tarikh ttp contest ni 15 April 2011 bak kta cik yuyu kta....so apalagi moh rmai2 join...adeh malu la lak nk upload pic ni..xdak yg sweet atau style ni...hehehhehe..jap ye nk pilih..adeh...ssh tol nk plh..yg gedik2 byk ni yuyu..hehehehhe....n slps byk2 kali usha dgn ini pic ni yg dipilih....hehehhe

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

komen sal pic ni:
pic ni sweet sket la bg kak yna yuyu...sbb kn sweet sket wlpn da unsur2 gedik..heheheh..pic ni msa kt studio utusan...g studio tu nk hamik banner utk program kami prihatin tu tp terlebey excited lak sbb nmpk studio ni...smbil nyelam mnum ayor la kn...alang-alang da smp pe kta hamik pic sebutir dua...feeling2 artis uolls...pic ni kak yna plg suka sbb nmpk cm pmpn melayu terakhir ngan bju kurung..hehehehehhe....pic ni cm style sket sbb pose tu ye yuyu..xstyle dr segi gaya tp dr segi pose leh la lpas ye yuyu..hehehehe..mcm model bju kurung x laku kn yuyu..heheheheh..

okeh so here ak nk tag meka2 di bwh ni..heheheheh

1)kak diha aka cik ladyboss....

2)cik saida kta;)

3)kak ct:)

mtk2 jadi la..

2011-02-21T17:40:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...
cuti ni ak plan nk pgi pntai merdeka..not for mnd mnda atau pape...tp more to bwk my dad..amik angin..and da ty si bongsu,ecan n dia pn kta ok..so mtk2 la my dad rsa tenang sket..sbb org ckp the best treatment for someone yg xleh brjln n strok adalah ceni la..amik angin tepi laut...arap2 cuaca ok la..
so ak pn leh la tenangkn pikiran sket..like before kl ak serabut, that's the place epi bwk...so ak btoi2 nk p tepi laut..:)

tq

2011-02-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

epi..tq:)
da bleh snyum sket ni...:)
i'll be okay,k...:)

I can't hate you...

2011-02-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...
empty...so empty...lost...i can't hate u...i can't be your friend..i can't be anything you want me to be...right now, i feel like dying...stuck in my own world missing you..how much i miss you..how i miss ur memories..it's just that i can't turn back.. i can't even meet you for the last time...we both can't celebrate our birthday together..how i miss those moments where we are together...i can't hate you even once, even you make me cry, even when you hurt me...i just can't...yeah it's so pathethic....it's so hard on me after more than 6 yrs...it's so hard,hurt..yeah everything turned upside down lately, i just don't know why.....i know i'm the one who choose this path, yeah n i'm hurt right now..totally broken heearted...broken into pieces...i miss you..damn miss you..i choose this path..i have to face all the obstacles..but i' happy coz for all this 6 yrs, you're the only one who steal my heart, who love me for who i am, who always advise and took after me, who always be there when i need someone to lean on...i miss you....i pretend like didn't care but deep down, i'm dying...i pretend like i'm okay but deep down i'm crying..i miss everything..i'm sorry...i promise i'll be okay but i can't...

tq all

2011-02-14T01:34:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..
tq to suma kwn2 yg wish my bday through fb@sms@cl..n tq so much yg b adiah tu..bkn adiah yg ak nk tp jnj ingatan kwn2..although ak sgt2 down n cdey msa my bday but kwn2 pnguat smgt ak..tq to ija sbb tenangkan ak...tq..i will try bebeh..ang kwn dunia akhirat ak..always ada dgn ak bla ak ssh sng...ssh nk cri kwn mcm ang ja skg ni..n kwn2 len jgak yg slama ni byk sokong ak, bg smgt...to my parents tq so much..wlpn bpak da xleh igt bday angah but sgt touching msa dia ckp hepi bday nana n mtk maaf xigt my bday...not because sbb dia xigt tp sbb condition dia skg yg xigt most of the things even sometimes can't recognize us...tq so much..angah tau sbb condition bpak yg xchat wat bpak lpa sbb b4 bpak skit bpak wish...i lost something important in my life but as ija told me, let it go...ak still ada kwn2..tq ija..tq so much...hnya tq sja yg ak leh ucapkan pd suma yg ingat n sudia wish my bday..tq so much..sgt2 appreciate...

credit: tq to all housemates,coursemates yg bg all the cute things kt ats ni..tq so much..

Hepi bday to me...officially 23...

2011-02-13T10:43:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...
alhamdulillah today 13/2/2011 i'm officially 23..i'm getting older..hehehehe..smlman ak teyak...n tq a lot to my hunny bunny best fren ever ija fareeza yg snggup dgq suma luahan,keluhan,nagisan ak..tq ja..tq pd suma yg wish dkt fb,dkt hp..really appreciate suma tu ok..tq pd suma kwn2 yg bg adiah...

*** nana...u r big girl now..so big girls dun cry
*** be a gud girl..

*** be a gud daughter to ur parents...

2011-02-11T17:42:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...
i'm stuck lg mgu ni..suppose to go back home to celebrate my special day but last2 x jd..so stuck dkt ipba pd ujung mgu mmg sgt mmbosankan...right now i'm starving..feels so sad,lost,empty or whatsoever la yg suppose to be...i miss home..miss everything there..my special day will come and i feel like like dying here...i wish to be there with my loves one..how i wish i can be with someone too...so feels like going out..mmmmmmmmmmmm...

Kasih Sayang~~

2011-01-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

slm...da lma xupdate blog..bkn sbb mls tp sbb xtau pe nk tulis..baru2 ni ak pg hospital..pg ppum..awal2 pg ak da pgi ngan 3 ag kwn...so lps reg msing2 g kt tmpt yg sepatutnya pg..ak d klinik keluarga..got probs with my skin...allergic..n my upper lip..yes tmpt yg dijahit dlu..so dr nk refer ke cosmetic@plstc..(specialist) but ak ckp nk suh dia refer ke dermatologist dlu..so 3/5 will be my 1st appointment...erm msa tgu kwn ak dok2 lpk kt bwh..then mata ak tertumpu dkt sorang auntie ngan uncle ni..ak agk2 dlm umr 60++@70++...chinese...hubby n wife..ak dpt agak yg depa ke ppum utk rwatan si hubby..dr jauh da nmpk si hubby asyk cubit n pukul si wife..dpn2 org..dlm ati ak, si hubby sakit..so emosi dia xstabil..si wife pgi dkt reg counter ty something..si hubby asyk tarik or should i said rentap tgn si wife..si wife biarkan sja...lps tu dia cubit..dia pukul2..ya allah sbarnya si wife mlyn karenah di hubby..tersentuh ati ak..siyes xtpu ak nangis..air mata da kuar..yg ak dgr si hubby asyk jerit," see, we're late..why should i see the dr?i don't want..i'm fine'..si wife wat xtau sja..dia biar sja dia dipukul,dicubit,direntap...si hubby trus wat si wife centu dpn public..rmai yg tgk..ak dpt simpulkn si hubby sakit..besala org sakit..emosi mmg xstabil..tp ak kagum..si wife sgt sbar..sbb dia syg hubby dia..dia phm..wlpn lpas tu ak tgk hubby dia tgking dia,lari pd dia,pkul dia lg tp dia diam..dia sbr..dia xmwln..ak kagum..kasih syg sor isteri pd suami..wlpn bkn bgsa ak,tp ak tersentuh..ak bngga..ak kagum..i want to be someone like that...ak phm apa yg auntie chinese tu rsa..sbb my dad kdg2 pn centu..sbb sakit..emosi kdg2 xstabil..tp kna phm..meka sakit..kta xtau pa depa rsa..tp kta kna sbr n than jga org yg sakit..i want to be someone like that auntie n my mum..who are really sabar...
love ni something yg sgt subjektif..love can be blind..kdg2 ksh syg ni ssh kta nk tfsirkan..ak some1 yg sgt stia..but i dun know till when..ssh nk ska n syg org..so ak nk jd some1 yg mcm auntie tu n my mum..sbar..sbar...
kdg2 ak xtau napa ak being over sensitive...cpt tersentuh..cpt nk ngalir air mta...ya sbb ak ati ak sgt fragile..ak cpt kecian..cpt trsntuh..cpt simpati..mungkin sbb ak rsa pa yg org tu rsa...ak sgt ksian pd pkcik2 yg dkt psr mlm..jauhnya depa berjln n dok disitu hnya utk mencri rzeki utk mengisi perut..utk survive..utk hidup..ak plek sikap mnusia..apala sgt nilai rm1..napa ssh nk mmberi...kl xnk bg, jgnlah cerca..jgnla hina..depa jga mnusia..kdg2 ai wish to be 'billionaire..so that i can help them..put them in a house where they can live in peace..where some1 can look after them...
mlm ni plak ada sekor burung tersesat dlm umh..tp xleh terbang..keciannya..nk tlg tp tkt sbb asyk kmbgkn ekor ja..kwn ckp di rasa terancam la tu..nk ltak ubt tkt sbb tkt dia ptuk,,kuku tjam..paruh tajam..so last2 ltak dkat bwh..ksian sgt..hopefully si burung can fly high blik lpas ni...

***epi,tq u for everything..for the love you gave me..for ur care..just take cr of urself..im glad i had the chance to know u..sorry it ends like this...

Bye2 Love

2011-01-19T01:59:00.001+08:00

Wherever you are

2011-01-16T02:11:00.001+08:00

Wherever you are...
Enjoy your life..
Take care of yourself..

update

2011-01-11T15:04:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
lma xupdate blog..sbb mls..sbb mls..yea sbb mls..dok blik lyn muvie n lgu2 jek..pn rsa boring...ntahla..suma menda smkin trok..sleep disorder ak pn sma..biar jela..mls nk wat pa..erm ak asa lately due to that reason ak jd smakin xksh sal pape pn..idup dlm dunia sniri..mulut mkin laju jek kl ckp pape..emosi mmg trgnggu gla..tp nk wt cena..x suma pa kta nk kta akn dpt kn..so i have to redha...mcm mna cdey n sakit pn, idup kna terus jgak..cuma doa jek yg terbek utk dri...bla ckp sal menda2 centu sgt ssh kn...tp nk wt cena kn..erm da mls n xtau nk tlis pe..

update

2010-12-25T05:23:00.002+08:00

slm..
lma bebeno ak x update blog..yerp..sbb dmm trok..sbb cuaca sma..ehhehe..erm..mgu ni mgu yg sgt bz sbb kwn bek kawen...so bz tlg dia..hehehe..da nk kawen kwn ak japg..hehehehe...happy for her..jdoh dia awai dlm usia 22 thn ni kn..erm nt ak update len sal 2..napa la ak sgt fragile??sgt2 fragile..ak sgt2 nk settle satu2 menda tu tp bla da dpt peluang, salu xkn dpt settle..i hate myself being like this..too weak..too weak to fight..to weak to speak out..too weak to point out everything....argh...is it sbb ak yg fragile atau sbb x smpai ati?ntahla....1000 times da kot jd ceni..1000 times without being tired...1000 times without solutions...how i wish to end everything and back to my normal life where i don't even know the meaning of all that things..how i wish i was still that innocent and naive girl who only know my friends and my family..i know there's nothing i could do but hopefully everything will be fine...next yr i'll be 23...hopefully something good will happen..will be 7 yrs...and hopefully i can sing the song i used to sing before...hopefully..i'm tired...too tired of this game..wish to quit..but i just can't....mmmmm...

i fall for u lar..

2010-12-02T16:21:00.002+08:00

slm..

1.napa pndai men drum...adeh wat i fall for u la...
2.napa pndai men gitar...i fall for u ag..

penuhi masa

2010-12-02T11:40:00.003+08:00

slm...msa berlalu jap ja kn...so cuti ni ak try utk pnuhi msa dgn sebaiknya..alhamdulillah sleep disorder ak da pulih..skrg jdual tdoq ak kul 9mlm da tdoq..kul 5 pg bgn..alhamdulillah...luka kt tgn mkin bek wlpn not fully smbuh...n satu hobi bru ak tgk vcd ceramah ustaz khazim..best..byk manfaat..byk info2, pgetahuan baru psal islam ak blajaq..wlpn terselit nada gurauan tp mksd mndlm..ak suka..ak sgt bosan dok umh..adik ngan bg xdak..and arini ada something jd..masyaallah...ak mmpu geleng kpala ja..xpa..kepadaNya kami mohon perlindungan...moga ak sekeluarga sntiasa dilindungiNya...amin...ok..

careless~~

2010-11-29T11:21:00.003+08:00

slm~~
argh..bru lps msk..sbb arini my mum xdak..antq adik ak kt poli perlis..so ak la kna msk..n msa ngah msk siyes pikiran ak kt tmpt len..n xpasan yg bkas stainless steel ada tepi blanga ak msk 2..so dgn pkiran yg ntah ke mna2 ak g sentuh..mmgla bkn kna myk pns ke ayor pns ke tp bkas 2 bla ltak tpi blanga yg ats api 2 dia akn serap haba n automatically akn pns..so ak ni dgn pkiran ksong g sntuh..n no reaction msa mula2...sbb mmg pkiran ak ntah g mna2..n then tgk tgn..ya allah..da melecur..ya allah..sbb pkir sgt menda len smp tgn melecur pn rsa skit n pasan..so ltak colgate..tp still sma ja..so ak ltak mederma jeh..hopefully akn ilang...still in pain ag..i should be careful next time..but i can't get rid of this probs..i have to think...

br lpas kna..still merah2 ag...

**sakit ni nmpk sbb da bkas..leh nmpk..skit kt ati spa la tau kn~~

dimple~~

2010-11-20T07:56:00.003+08:00

slm..
lma gla xupdate blog..sbb kemalasan thap melampau..ehhehe..arini sja2 tetiba rsa nk ckp sal lesung pipit..erm ak pnh trbca spa ada lesung pipit ni ekceli cacat...tp cacat yg cntik..otot cacat..tp cacat yg cntik okayy...adeh sweet kn spa yg ada lesung pipit ni?hehehhe...ni sja nk kgsi fakta sal lesung pipit ataupun dimple in english..bca la k..smoga dpt info brguna..

Dimples are visible indentations of the skin, caused by underlying flesh, which form on some people's cheeks, especially when they smile (may be obscured by male facial hair). Dimples may be genetically inherited and have been called a simple dominant trait, but there is no evidence in the literature for this claim. In some individuals, dimples may be present for a time and absent later. Dimples are usually found on both cheeks. A rarer form is the single dimple, which occurs on one side of the face only. Anatomically, dimples may be caused by variations in the structure of the facial muscle known as zygomaticus major. Specifically, the presence of a double or bifid zygomaticus major muscle may explain the formation of cheek dimples.This bifid variation of the muscle originates as a single structure from the zygomatic bone. As it travels anteriorly, it then divides with a superior bundle that inserts in the typical position above the corner of the mouth. An inferior bundle inserts below the corner of the mouth.

i'm in love with them...~~

2010-11-05T23:39:00.012+08:00

slm..lma da xpost menda.exam mode~~ceh konon..hheheh..erm mlm ni tetiba nk post sal meka2 yg ak syg ni..acece..mnt ekceli....sbb comey kot....i love their personalities ... weird okay..n opkos there's something pd personality meka2 ni yg sgt sy ska..ehehhe:)

1st skali ak ska dia ni....

1.lee junki

pastu kn...
2. kim hyun joong...~~

then,
3. kim heechul

4. junsu(2pm)

5.jinwoon

speak now...

2010-10-25T02:48:00.001+08:00

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I’m a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby, and I
Fall in love

And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn’t see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those brown eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that’ll haunt me when you’re not around
Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

So reach out open handed
And lead me out to that floor
Well I don’t need more paper lanterns
Take me down, baby bring on the movie star

Cause my heart is beating fast
And you are beautiful
I could wait patiently but
I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those brown eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that’ll haunt me when you’re not around
Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Keep your beautiful eyes on me
Gonna strike this match tonight
Lead me up the staircase
Won’t you whisper soft and slow
I’d love to hate it
But you make it like a fireworks show

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those brown eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that’ll haunt me when you’re not around
Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

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miss them damn much...

2010-10-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

-rsa sgt stress lately...tension...rsa cm nk pch pale..rsa mcm nk trcbut bahu..n suma lg la...tension..sgt tension..sensitif and sgt sensitif..sgt sng nk nangis skg ni..xksh la pa..tp sgt fragile...sila la mrh ke tengking ke usik ke, yes sy akn nangis...slh 1 sbb utama sbb sgt2 rndu umh..sgt2 rndu my dad...sgt2 rndu my mum..dgn keadaan my dad skg, ak rsa unfair pd abg ngan adk..ak kt cni..n depa 2 kt umh jga bpak..n ak hnya leh wt cen2 bla ak cuti...tq 2 epi...always ada bla il nangis...coz u know kn cena rsa because u are experienced the same thing kn...
-sgt2 xska bla ada mslh ngan lec..wt program then bla org xphm, kna slhkn...so sgt2 stress lately..

-i miss my fmly...i wish i was in arau right now,so i can go back every weekend.....but the fact that i've to accept is that i am in kl...

-i miss ija,wani,merah ...really miss all the moments we had before..how they cheer me up when i was down..damn miss that..

- i miss u...i miss the yong tau fu...:( ........

*** she's not happy..

*** she's feel left out..

*** she really needs her beloved one..

*** she's hurt...

*** she's stress..

*** she really miss her beloved one..

siyes ak xska...

2010-10-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

xtau la kn ak nk kta cena..tp kn ak sgt2 rsa annoyed la ngan pagai certain ppl ni...tlg la..sgt2...wt ak jd muak..jd meluat pn da..apa depa wt 2 xyah la kn ak nk cta tp kn ak sgt2 rsa annoyed...that's why skg ak ska observe ja pa org wt dr speak out...n once ak da observe ak dpt la nilai...ak xtau la apa yg depa ni nk sbnrya..ok..ekceli ak nk luah lg kt cni..tp xpala..bek tlis kt my private blog..lbeh free..i promise myself not to trust ppl lg after mcm2 jd kt ak...n that's y la ak nmpk cam plek2 sket...sbb da kes yg wt ak xcaya lg kt org n kwn..yg wt ak ilang caya trus..so skg ak natural ja..kwn ngan suma..tu lbeh bek kn... sbb it really hurt ok..n yg mna knai ak tau ak cena..mgkin ak jenis mrh xlma..tp bab2 len 2 ak smpn n pndm...n ak akn igt..

it's okay even if it hurts..

2010-09-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

really love the lyrics of this song...to my yayang ija,bca ni..ehhehehe..lgu ni ak dedi8 kt ak..:)

it's ok even if i'm blind..
it's ok even if i can't breathe..
if i could just see you once..
if i could just give you all my heart..
how much more do i have to miss you?
so you could know my heart..
how much more do i have to cry and cry?
so the tears could dry..

does it hurt because of loving you?
is it the punishment of loving you too much?
even if i were to lose everthing..
it's okay as long as i have you..
even if my heart shatters while loving you..
even if my heart's all worn when waiting for you..
it's okay because i love you..
i'm okay even if it's hurt..

the further i turn away to forget you,the more i miss you..
what should i do?
even when you say it's not right to keep avoiding you..
you are the only one for me..
what should i do?

even if i get poisened and pricked..
i can't stop my love for you..
i will wait for you untill whenever.
i will keep endure even if it's keeps hurting..
because of loving you more ..
it's okay even of tears fall down..
it's okay even if it's hurt..

tag dr nor....:)

2010-08-31T14:15:00.003+08:00

wah lma gla la ak x update blog..ha smp la nor suh ak wt tag ni..eheheh..bkn xnk update blog tp tersgt la xda msa skg..arini dok ngadap lppy so leh la ak wt..hhehehe
just blogwalking je kt blog kwn2.hehehe..btw tq nor sbb bg award ni..heheehe

HA..skg nk jwb soklan tag ni lak..heheheh

1. Apa yang bermain di fikiran anda sekarang?
-bile nk cuti pnjg sbb sy mau amik lesen keta..plus bile mau bkk posa ngan kwn2 bek ni,,hehehe

2. Apakah nama samaran anda?
-nana...tp kl kt blog ke fb ke sy pkai nma pnuh sy..hehehe

3. Berikan 3 orang yang anda sayang
-my fmly sy(mak,bpak,adk,abg)
-kwn2 bek sy(ija,mimi,dana,wanie,meqah,nuaini,ana,mala)
-kwn rapat sy..

4. Panggilan anda untuk si dia
-si dia??xdala wt msa skg..tp kl dlu pgil nma timangan jek..

5. Hadiah yang anda impikan dari seseorang yang istimewa
-sy hnya nk dia syg sy je,stia,jjur...2 jekk..-kl ada nt ye..hehehe..in future,.

6. Blog yang anda suka visit
-byk xtrkata..suma blog yg sy follow..

7. Tag kan 15 blogger
-ija
-ijat
-ijai
-auntie mahani
-n yg len 2 xksh la spe2 pn yg nk amik n wt..spe2 yg bce k..

Without words..

2010-08-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't have done that..
I should have pretended i didn't know
As if you were invisible..
As if i couldn't see..
I guess i shouldn't have never looked at you..
I should have run away..
I should have pretended i couldn't hear..
Pretend that i couldn't even hear, as if i was deaf..
I shouldn't have never listened to your love..

Without words you make me know love..
Without words you give me your love..
Made me fill myself with your every breath and then you ran away..
Without words love left me..
Without words love tossed me aside..
Not knowing what to say..

What should i say?
I think my closed lips are startled on their own..
Because it cames without words..

why does it hurt like this??
why does it keep hurting??
Except for the fact that i can't see you and you're not here..
Everything is the same as before..

Without words my tears flow..
Without words my heart is collapsing..
Without word i wait for your love..
Without words i ache for love..
I'm LOST IN CONFUSION..
I BECAME A FOOL BECAUSE I ONLY LOOK AT THE SKY AND CRY..
Without words separation finds to me..
Without words separation came to me..

I can't be ready..
Having to send you off..
I think my heart is startled..
Because it came without words,

Without words it came..
without words it's leaving..
Like a passing fever..
I think it might hurt only a while
But it left permanent scar in my heart..

I promised my bff i'll be okay..
But when my dad asked me i can't lie..
When he asked when will you engage to epal??
" Bapak nk tgk angah bertunang cpt2"
He had no idea that we are not together..
He had no idea that her "forever baby girl" hurt..
He had no idea that everything is over..
He had no idea that i left someone i love for "his" own happiness..
That i suffered from the lost love..
That i cried..
That i closed my heart from love..

HEPI BDAY MAK...

2010-08-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

epy bday to my beloved mum puan hajjah rahani puteh...
smoga mak akn sntiasa brada dlm keadaan chat, tbah ngan sgala dugaan n rintangan yg mndatang n smoga mak sntiasa mnjadi mak yg hebat utk ketiga2 anak mak..angah,adik n abg syg mak sgt2..without u i can't breathe..without u i'm nobody..tq mak for everything...

love,

nana

i still believe...

2010-08-02T01:49:00.001+08:00

You look in my eyes
And I get emotional inside
I know it's crazy
But you still can touch my heart
And after all this time
You'd think that I
I wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed

I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again

Each day of my life
I'm filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I am not the desperate type
If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp
I'll hold it with both hands
It's worth the risk of burning to have a second chance
No, no, no, no, no, no I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together
If we believe that we can be together
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again

i feel much better now..

2010-07-31T01:44:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah seminggu ni i feel much better..bz kn dri..ltehkn dri..alhamdulillah i manage to control everthing...but tonight something jd..tetiba sebak..tetiba cdey...sbb 2 games..1 bdminton n ping-pong..tetiba teringat...rsa sebak 2 da..rsa teringat 2 da..ye ak tau ak xkuat ag...tp i'll try...

happy

2010-07-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy
Just wanna be happy

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
But all these days, they feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by your side
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So any turns that I can’t see,
like I’m a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything..

I just wanna be happy...

pergi..

2010-07-25T14:27:00.003+08:00

pergi...
if that can make you happy..

pergi..
if that can make you free..

pergi..
if that's the best thing we can do

pergi..
if we both hurt..

pergi..
if you want to see my smile..

pergi..
you hurt her.

pergi..
you kill her inside...

pergi..
you make her paranoid..

pergi..
you make her cry again..

pergi..
you make her insane..

pergi..
you lie to her..

pergi..
you stole everything..

pergi..
you stole her heart..

pergi..
you stole the key..

pergi..
give the key back..

so that she'll be okay..

sum

Without you..

2010-07-23T21:40:00.003+08:00

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Coz lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something's changed
You've been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you
I live it up a little more everyday
Without you
I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought i'd say
I'm fine
Without you

Called you up cause' it's been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together..

Without you
I don't know if i can live well
I don't know if i can survive
Coz i never live alone

Without you
I don't know if i'll be okay
I wish we'll still together
But I'm tired of fighting
Fight over nothing..

Without you
I know it wouldn't be the same..

F.o.R.G.e.t

2010-07-22T12:09:00.003+08:00

Forget his name..
Forget his face..
Forget the love that u once knew..
Forget him when they played ur song..
Forget how close u once were
Forget how u memorized his walk..
Forget how he used to talk..
Forget the things he used to say..
Forget his laugh..
Forget his grin..
Forget how nice he was..
Forget the way he held u tight..
Forget the time that went so fast..
Forget the love that moved,it's fast..
Forget all the memories..

** can i forget all of these??

emo..

2010-07-22T11:44:00.004+08:00

damn tired...

2010-07-11T09:01:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
lma gla ak xupdate blog kn..adeh da bersawang blog ak ni..erm mgu ni ak tersgt2 ltey..lteh yg amat...class da la pack gle...pas2 jumaat ak 1 class berkonvoi ke umh lec d kola kubu baru...erm jauh prjalanan...plan nk blik kdh tp disbbkn terlmpau lwt smp ke area kl so xjd blik kdh..hhehehe..yg lwknya tket pn xbli ag..krenya nk bli on da spot jela...erm..so apalagi pg2 sbtu ak crik tket n alhamdulillah smp blik dgn slamatnya...erm msa otw dr kl ak saksikan 1 accident...treler ngan keta putih..cian..tersepit..meninggal..kt area jelapang sna kl ak xslh....ak rsa da dlm news...erm smp je shahab perdana, cl my bro n dia xdpt amik..so kna la nek bus blik umh...erm utk blik kl mlm ni pn ak xbli tket ag..brat ati ja nk bli sbenarnya..hehhehe...erm spttnya nk dating arini with my old fren...tp dsbbkn dia da hal yg sgt xdpt dielakkan so xjd..erm qindu nya...so kmi 2 calling2 n msg2 n chat2 ja kt tenet..erm so sad..:(
qasa mcm nk jmp si yayang sma(ija) tp 2la...da kesuntukan msa..erm...blik kl ni bertimbun keja ngah tgu..so 2 ja ak nk update utk mgu ni..hehehhe

**suda lpaskan qindu brsma ibu bpa tersyg...tp meka2 yg tersyg yg len blom:(
**wlpn tersgt lteh tp ak hepi...

cerita cuti...

2010-06-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
lma sgt x update blog..sbb nya lptop osak 1..ni pn kazen mai antaq lptop dia sbb ak nk pnjm bteri lptop dia..motherboard osak..uish...sgt2 tensyen ble lppy osak okay..rsa mcm spruh jiwa ilang..plak 2 ak dmm pns..kdh tmbh2 tmpt ak kola nerang ni sgt2 pns okayy..da terikut iklim kt thai kot..yela da dkt..erm xthan sgt..mnum air msak da berbtol2 tp still kering tekak..pas2 da pns siang ptg ujan..so bdn ak mmg xleh trima..2 mgu ak jd sparuh gla sbb something..tp alhamdulillah sumanya da settle n ak da ok..next week insyallah ak akn blik kdh ag..bkn apa..my dad pn mkin xchat so tnggungjawab sbg anak 2 ak ttap igt...ksian dkt mak..smenatra ak xbz sgt ni xpa la blik slalu..blik ipba ni for sure dh da mcm2 keja menanti..adeh sat sgt msa skg ni ak rsa..

- cuti ni byk kenuri kawen..n ank2 jiran yg rapat pn suma da nk kawen cuti ni..n again mak ak dok ty2..adeh..n ak jwb mak umuq 30 kot angah nk kawen...berletiaq pnjg mak ak..adeh..xska la bab2 kawen ni..my life is so complicated wt msa skg..

-kl ada kuiz sal rncgn tv suma for sure ak akn mng...hehehe

-n ari sbtu akn gerak blik ipba berkonvoi ngan kwn2...jrg skali nk tgk ilyana blik awai kn..hehehhe..

- to kwn2 bek ak,ija merah n suma a mtk maaf sgt2..jiran ak ank dia kawen ari2..so xdpt jmp ampa..

5 things...

2010-06-08T02:18:00.003+08:00

assalamaualaikum..okeh..sje ltak tjuk entry ni 10 things sbb msk ja sem bru ni ak nk settle kn 10 menda ni..meh ak listkn..

1. ak skg on diet..x skip mkn, cuma skg ak in love ngan snaman pilates..so try kurangkn berat ngan senaman ni..aim 2 nk berat msa kt uitm dlu which is 44kg tp cm ssh la...tp xpe..dpt kurangkn jd 47 kg pn xpe..skg 49kg...da la pndek, so xnk berat2 sgt..hehehe...akn dilksanakan dr bln june ni smp la dec...insyallah)

2. ni menda plg pnting ak nk wt..ak da plh tarikh..just nk dilaksanakan ja..ak xabis pk ag tp xpe..xpe penat sket xpe,jnj ak puas..kali ni ak ni let go suma menda..at least ak xsmpn da...n buat kputusan utk idup ak..

3. nk amik lesen keta..hehehehe..

4. adeh..lupe lak...ak da lma xkuaq ngan kwn2 kesayangan ak...so kl bleh nk jmp n g ARAU...

5. mcm besa, menda ak nk kna settlekn adalah pnjaman ptptn ak..2 wajib k...

berikanlah ak kekuatan..

2010-06-06T11:57:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..

da lma ak psang niat nk amik lesen keta..tp xamik..mk ak pn da suh..tp sbb tkt pnya psal ak leh wt menda len dlu...spttnya after spm da amik kn,tp ak g amik class pe ntah...hehehh..tp sjak kmarin smakin membuak2 prasaan ak nk amik lesen keta 2...smlm kuar g aloq setaq ngan adk ak...n msa dlm keta dia ckp"angah ang pndai bwk keta? tlg antaq ak p tmpt ak keja ni leh??sbb ak xblik arini.." ak slamba ja jwb" bleh tp ak drive trus p hspital la,bole"...adeh..kl la ak leh jwb ok je kt adk ak kn bez...kl la ak leh drive...ak sorg je xleh drive...mtor ak leh bwk tp still sma tkt nk bwk ats jln raya...kazen ak pnh ajaq ak bwk keta tp msa ngan bwk 2 ak mnjerit bla da keta len d arah bertentangan..tkt gla..xtau la pa ak tktkn 2..tp ak kna amik gak lesen..da 22 taun...malu kl xdak lesen..hehehe...so ak kna branikan diri amik lesen..da tnam niat nk g antaq adk ak kt poli arau nt...nk g mlawat kwn2 kt arau nt..qindunya ngan pekan arau..ngan kwn2 kt arau..ngan uitm arau..xpa..doakan ak da keberanian nk amk lesen n bwk keta k...

** teringat msa men go kart kt lumut..mule2 suma kta xpndai men...jnj nk gerak sma2...last2 ak kna tgal bla msg2 da pgg stereng..heheheh...

ni msa blik mkn..ni la keta idaman ak..swift..hehehe..insyaallah kl da rzeki lbeh bla da keja t, insyaallah ak mmpu pkai...mudah-mudahan..

T.i.M.e

2010-06-03T17:39:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..

arini tetiba rsa nk post something brkenaan dgn masa ataupun time..mcm2 kta leh ckp kn sal masa ni..masa 2 sgt berhrga..kta xbleh putar blik msa kl masa 2 da lpas..br2 ni jam kesayangan ak ilang..adeh mcm nk gla jugak cri..tp alhamdulillah jmpa blik...jam ni ak pkai since standard 5..msa umr 11 tahun..hadiah dr mk ak..seigt ak br 2 kali tkar bateri jam ni..n ak leh pkai kt mna2 even dlm air..skg ak da 22 thun...which means da 11 tahun ak pkai..kdg2 pnh g class ak trlupa pkai sbb cri xjmp, n mmg rsa xlgkap tol msa 2..tnpa jam ni ak xkn bgn pg..yela jam ni mst da kt bwh bntal ak..bla tercelik mta ja, 1st ak tgk jam ni..wlpn tali jam ni bruk tp ak ttp syg..pnh g butik jnama jam ni kt gurney plaza sbb nk cr tali yg sma tp xda..yela kn da lma..jam ni byk brjasa dlm idup ak..mk ak plek sbb ak asyk pkai jam yg sma..ntahla..ak jrg tukar brg2..slagi bleh pkai ak pkai..n bla da rosak atau da xleh pkai ak akn g cri pattern yg sma jgak..mcm jam ni mmg da xdak pattern yg sma..setia sngguh ak kn..yeah that's me..

**tali da bruk..wlpn da byk kali cuci tp still da same..yela kn mna nk sma brg lma ngan bru..mcm mnusia mcm mna cntik pn lma2 akn berkedut jgak..sma la mcm jam ak ni..

K.e.L.i.R.u

2010-05-20T04:09:00.003+08:00

ak xska prasaan ni..syuh2..g men jauh2...jgn kco ak..jgn kco ak..syuh2..
npa kna rsa ceni....syuh2...

R.I.N.D.U

2010-05-19T00:07:00.003+08:00

-qindu gilak baa..teda tipu2..nda sbar mau jmp..nda sbar mau abis exm..

**gmbar trpksa di'blurkn' ats sbb2 trtntu..:p

** cik ija..sila komen..hehehehe

contest aku, muncung& gedik..

2010-05-17T02:30:00.004+08:00

slm..da lma xupdate blog..sgt2 bz skg..tp td msa dok bca blog yuyu, mcm mnat lak nk msk contest ni sbb lately ak ska sgt tngkp pic muncung2 mlut ni..ehhehe..

okay 1st skli nma pnganjur dia miss yani..comey tau dia mncung mulut..
ni dia nya gambar

okeh...syarat2 penyertaan contest AKU.MUNCUNG.GEDIK adalah seperti berikut:'

syarat penyertaan :

1.menjadi followers tegar http://missyaniabdullah.blogspot.com
2.mesti pic single...
3.dalam pic tu mesti muncungkan mulut..
4.korang kena letakkan pic korang yng kiut miut ( mulut muncung oke )
5.korang kena copy gamba contese ni & letakkan pic contest ni di side bar blog korang
6.contest ini bermula 13/05/2010 until 26/05/2010 dan terbuka kepada semua
7.tarikh tutup penyertaan adalah pd 26 mei 2010..

okeh kl da brmnat yg nk join gak ni link blog miss yani http://missyaniabdullah.blogspot.com/

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okeh ni lak ak nya pic..hehehhe..

pic ni sgt2 gedik k..msa sbe kt sk setiawangsa,,,xtau la npa skg ak ska tgkp pic mlut2 muncung ni..ehhehe ..cute kn muncung itik ni..hehehhe:p

kenapa ak suke pic ni??
1. sbb sgt gedik ng ak..
2. sbb nmpk sgt ak gedik..mncung2 mulut smp ttp2 mate..hehehe
3. pic ni yg plg comey..xksh la jnj bg ak comey..hehehe..pic mncung len besa2 sgt2..hhehe

okeh..da settle..smpat gak wt..tarikh ttp 26/5/2010..alhamdulillah smpat wt..

i will come to you..

2010-05-08T22:54:00.007+08:00

this is one of my fav song by the hanson..i used to sing this song to everyone that close to me..when i'm down i always sing this song..n some1 will sing this song to me 2..n now i used to sing this song to myself n to u..

When You Have No Light To Guide You
And No One To Walk To Walk Beside You
I Will Come To You
Oh I Will Come To You
When The Night Is Dark And Stormy
You Won't Have To Reach Out For Me
I Will Come To You
Oh I Will Come To You

Sometimes When All Your Dreams May Have Seen Better Days
And You Don't Know How Or Why But You've Lost Your Way
Have No Fear When Your Tears Are Fallin'
I Will Hear Your Spirit Callin'
And I Swear I'll Be There Come What May

'cause Even If We Can't Be Together
We'll Be Friends Now And Forever
And I Swear That I'll Be There Come What May
When The Night Is Dark And Stormy
You Won't Have To Reach Out For Me
I Will Come To You
Oh I Will Come To You
We All Need Somebody We Can Turn To
Someone Who'll Always Understand
So If You Feel That Your Soul Is Dyin'
And You Need The Strength To Keep Tryin'
I'll Reach Out And Take Your Hand

** dd8 this song to ina..ina..be strong k..ina xsorg..kak yna da..cuma bz sket..

KAWAN

2010-05-08T17:53:00.007+08:00

arini ak da xthan..
sgt2 xthan..
ak byk smpn..
ak xluah..

ckp kwn ak tp npa wt ak cen2???
ckp kwn ak tp mna suma tyme ak skit???
ckp kwn tp npa put all the blame on me???
ckp kwn tp pnh ty mslh ak???
ckp kwn tp pnh jga ati ak???
ckp kwn tp pnh amik kira pa ak asa???
ckp kwn tp npa ak ja kna???
ckp kwn tp tyme ak nangis mna kowg???
ckp kwn tp tyme ak da rebah mna kowg???

ak mtk maaf ak bkn kwn yg bek,,
tp tlg respect sma pa ak rsa..
jgn men ikt sdap ati kl nk kta pa..
jgn nmpk slh org ja..
kl nk ktuk,ktuk ja ak..
jgn ktuk fmly ak..
pls mind what u want to say..
kta2 2 like a knife..
leh bnuh trus ati ak...

ak mtk maaf..
sbb ak slesa ceni skg..
i'm really hurt..
so ak xnk menda yg sma jd ag..
sbb ak xperfect..

(ak dlm fasa idup yg sgt sukar la ni...)
-so pls tlg jgn bebankn pala otk ak da..

**to meka2 yg msh support ak tq suma...
**tq ija..
**to ijat..toi ckp ang..bek be alone..
**ijat, ak tau ang phm..tp diam2..tq

award dr nor..

2010-05-02T19:12:00.004+08:00

tq nor sbb bg award ni..hehehe..1st tyme ni dpt award..hehehhe

1. Thank and link the person that give you the award.
- da lma sy link kn die..hehehehhe

2. Pass this award onto 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic.

sma mcm nor..ak pn amik pic ni dr profile pic fb msg2.hehehhe..sori..

1.ija
2.ina
3.ijat
4.aqmal
5.aunty mahani
6.fatin
7.kak ainul(tau kak ainul jrg update...kl da msa sila wt ye)
8.fara diaz
9.feruz
10.yuyu
11.kak rosma
12.dylah maksu mira
13.ana
14.ruru
15.mecink-kl ang bkak blog ang wt la no..

3. Contact said blog and tell them know they've won the award.
-okeh..sure

4. State 7 things about yourself.
-manje
-sensitif
-peqamah
-noty
-setia
-penyayang
-ska mkn..

lelaki itu haruslah....

2010-05-02T03:10:00.002+08:00

ni ak curi tag dr blog nor..hehehe..boring la xtau nk wtpa..plus trjga dr tdoq ni..heheheh..ha meh kta jwb meh..hehehe

1. How tall should he be?
-180 cm++..ha xbragak 2..yg pnting tnggi dr ak.. bez woo jln sblh org tnggi ni..rsa dri kta comey ja,,tp cian la plak.sbb depa nt asyk kna tnduk ja bla nk ckp..hehe:p

2. What hair colour should he have?
- wrna itam..xnk la wrna len ni..heheheh

3. What kind of personality should he have?
-setia,phm ak,jujur,bleh tgur ak, bkn sowg yg pns bran, n yg plg pnting time dri ak seadanya..

4. Older or younger?
-ntah,,prefer yg sbaya,,tp mk ak suh crik yg ag tua sket..heheehhe

5. What film actor should he most be like?
-erm spa ye??erm...xde kot..xnk sma2..

6. What singer should he most be like?
- mcm some1 ni..xnk sbit nma..heheheh..mcm hyun joong mybe..

7. Do they need to cook?
- xyah..xska..tp sket2 je bleh..hehehe

8. What is his best body part?
- erm 1st kl ak tgk laki ak tgk kt lips dia..pas2 mata ngan kening..hehehhe:p
noty gles ak ni..

9. What car should he drive?
- keta pape pn xpe..jnj pndai bwk kn..hehehhe

10. What one thing completely turns you on?
-his lips..hahahha..kn ak ckp ak noty..

11. Who was the guy on your mind when you were doing this survey?
-some1...some1 yg sudeyh lma xbrjmp..chatkah dia??mknkh dia??ermmmmm.....mcm mna nk tau kn kl phone cl dr dia pn gua xnk angkt,,,ja kjamkh ak??erm...

12.tag
- ija ak tag ang...sla buat..

curi tag dri blog fatin...

2010-05-02T02:50:00.004+08:00

1. adakah anda merasakan anda hot?
-ye sgt2..da cuci kipas pn hot ag..hehehe:p
- x hot kot..kl hot mst da ley tackle datuk2 kayes..hahahahah:p

2. upload wallpaper pc/laptop anda gunakan skrg

3. cerita pasal gambar ini
- ni pic hyun joong.ak ska dia..ak mnt dia..hehehe..da sebulan lbey ak pkai wallpaper ni..heheheh

4. kali terakhir makan pizza
-smggu lpas..da org blanja..tq:)

5. lagu terakhir anda dengar
-anggapanmu~bez woo melalak lagu ni dlm van amsyar smlm ngan faiqah,rani, seha n lan smlm..rsa jd ziana zain jap..heheheh

6. apa anda buat sambil menyelesaikan tag ni
- xwt pape..dok pk nk mkn pe ni..lpaq sgt2..

7. selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil dengan nama ape?
- nana ( suma org pgl dr kcik kcuali kwn2 skol,ckgu, kwn2 uitm n mktb)
-yana ( kwn2 mktb,uitm,mktb)
-dekna(kwn2 mk ngan jiran2 dkt)
-anyah(adk gua ja pgil..smp skg)
-il(someone)

8. tag 5 org yg anda nk tag
-ija bebeh
-ijat(kl ang nk wt)
-yuyu comei
-feruz comei
-ina

9. siapa no 1 anda? no 2?
-no 1 2 my bez fren msa kt uitm smp la skg..dia kwn yg sy ley caye..slalu kgsi mslh n nangis kt dia..kmi jiran sekatil..heheheh..sy ats dia bwh..
-no 2 lak jiran sebelah meja kt class..ska paw ayaq soya ak..hehehe:p

10. katakan sesuatu kepada no 5
-sile pulang ke malaysia..hehehe:p

11. no 3 ada hubungan dgn siapa?
-ngan pakwe dia lar..tol x yuyu??

12. kata kata cinta pada no 4
-xnk la..dia pmpuan..xda feel..hehehe..kn feruz??

gudbye love....

2010-04-26T20:58:00.003+08:00

to my friends, sorry lately ak jrang lyan ampa suma..i need to be alone..sorry..xckp,xlyn bkn mksd ak bnci, bkn mksd ak smbong tp i really need some space..i need to think,...nk cr kekuatan yg ilang 2..3/4 ati ak da ilang..so nk build blik 2 tke tyme..ntahla..rsa nk be alone ja wt msa ni..kdg2 trpk btol ke pe ak wat ni ye..tp ntahla..kl btol npa ak mkin lmah??..ni kputsan yg dibuat tnpa bntuan spa2..tp pndapt dr spa2...

to ija, ak da try yang..ak da try..ak xthan da..ak trpksa..ang nk ak hepy kn..tq sbb slalu da msa ak ssh sng..u're the bez...da bez fren i ever had..

erm i want to sing this chorus:
Gudbye my lover.
Gudbye my friend.
u have been the one.
u have been the one for me. ..

**Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened
**We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us

MGGU SAKIT..

2010-04-23T16:03:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum.
mgu ni mnggu sakit bg ak..erm yela kn..2 ari lpas ak mc...sbbnya diarrhoea..huh..sbb ak mkn pdas sgt..bley lak ak g hias ikn 2 ngan smbal mk jah..hehehe..tp msa g jmp dr ptg 2 dia kta kna food poisoning...erm..smp arini still skit ag prot ak..npe pn xtau..da la mkn pape yg xbtol 2..hehehhe..erm msa g ppum gak ak mtk ubt allergik ak ag..adeh pdhal ak da pntg mkn 2tp still nek ag bntik2 plus bgkak kt bhgn bwh lip..adeh..jnuh la asyk kna pntg suma n mkn ubt jek..erm smlm g nek skybridge kt klcc..blik 2 mmg tros tdo sbb sgt2 ltey..msa bgn pg td siyes ak skit sgt dada..plus ssh nk brnfs..sbb smlm tdo dlm keadaan sjuk( dhla kipas blik xley adjust)...erm nsb bek jap jek...alhamdulillah...

td my mum cl..erm dia psan jgn mkn megi sbb mk ak ckp megi mee 2 sndri pn xbek utk ksihatan..mk kta ley wt skit buah pnggang..so dia ckp please stop..erm...yela mk..i will..hehhee..erm nk blik kdh..jat ngan lan ty awat ang asyk tlis nk blik ja..yala sbb ak rndu kdh..hehehe..rndu..boring da aih dok ipba ni.hehhehe

i'm happy for her..

2010-04-18T16:25:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah finally sowg kwn rapat mak ak msa kt MPB respond..adeh...imagine 31 yrs depa lost cntct..tq to fb yg temukan mk ak blik ngan kwn2 dia..n aunty jan brjaya ditemui...erm what a small world kn sb pnyelia ptg sk tmn setiawangsa tmpt ak p SBE ari2 pn kwn mak ak kt mktb dlu...tp aunty jan ni ag bek..n sowg ag kwn rpat mk ak msa kt mktb hubby aunty jan 2..yg skg ni aunty jan ckp GB SK bangsar..msa mk ak cl td she's so happy..yela after 31 years kn..bkn jgka msa yg baru 2..n plus smlm adalah ulang taun ke 31 tahun depa suma mengajaq since depa kuaq mktb..ak plan nk bg depa suma jmp tp dgn condition my dad skg i don't think msa ni sesuai..so xpala...skg ak dok bz cri kwn2 mk ak yg len plus kwn2 dia msa SEAYP dlu..n ak nk try gak cri fmly angkt mk ak msa dia kt thailand,filipina n Jepun dlu..tp msalhnya mak ak igt2 lpa lak nma..tp xpala..ak nk try ja..wish me luck k..

** tp2 ari ak cl mk ak, bpak ak..i2 mksdnya ak sgt2 rndu depa..yes i desperately need them..

** tp2 ari sblm tdoq ak nangis sowg2..yes ak rndu meka2 yg ak syg sgt2..

** tp2 ari ak ghasa mcm nk blik kdh..sbb ak xthan dok cni.

SORRY..

2010-04-17T14:28:00.005+08:00

i'm so sorry...
didn't mean to hurt u..
didn't mean to scold u..
didn't mean to buat pragai..

babe..sorry i don't know...
that u had problems..
that u under pressure..
that u need some1 to talk..
i'm sorry..
didn't answer when u called..

babe..
i'm sorry..:(

homesick..

2010-04-14T18:45:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum..
siyes ak HOMESICK..i'm missing home..adeh..mcm bdk kecik...nangis2..tp what can i do??ak mmg QINDU ngan umh..ngan parents ak..ngan adk ak..adeh2...cptla abis sem ni..ak da terlalu HOMESICK ni..terlalu..ya kta la ak manja..mmg ak ank MANJA..ak rndu...ak rndu..i can't wait for 2 month..i want to go back now..kl dekat da lma ak blik..don't blame me for being like this..ak rapat ngan fmily..so jauh itu 1 beban..adeh...sabaq la wahai hati...sabaq la nana...tgai lg beqapa bulan ja..pas2 bley blik..

yakinlah ak menjempumu..

2010-04-13T13:11:00.004+08:00

**tq 4 da song..
**i really love the lyrics..:)

teringat selalu wajah kekasihku
saat ku menuai lalu
coba engkau dengarkan
ku tuaikan nada lirik lagu sederhana
ku ceritakan kisah tentang kita

peluklah tubuhku bila engkau rapuh
saat kau mulai terjatuh
aku datang menyelamatkanmu
ini surga kita tiada yang menguasainya
tempat kita bersandar dan bertahta

reff:
tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinkan ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu
kau milikku

tag dr nor..

2010-04-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

ni nk jwb tag dr nor...hehehe...

1) Benda 2nd yg anda bwat afta bangun tidow.
- erm wajib akn cpai mineral water kt sblh n then mnum..wajib ye kwn2..hehehhe..pas2 bkak lptop..wajib ye..

2) 3 perkara yg bwat anda hilang mood serta merta.
-mcm org len gak..bla kna mrh..
-bla org tgking kta xtntu pasai.
-bla tetibe org komen2 qeja kta pdhal dia xbek mna pn..
-bla da yg sebuk mcm wrtawan ty mcm2 yg xdak kaitan ngan dia..mmg pns..
-bla org kco tyme tdo...mksd ak kjut scara pksa ye smata2 nk ty menda2 xptt...huh..

3) Apa yg ada dlm fikiran anda sekarang.
-nk mnd dlm ayaq ais sbb nk bg ilang sunburn yg pdih sgt2 ni..huh ni suma sbb xpkai long sleeve..abis tgn ngan muka ak..pdihnya...

4) Jika anda terjumpa seketul batu yg boleh bercakap n anda diberi 1 permintaan. Apa yg anda nk mintak?
- nk mtk jd cm peter dlm citer heroes..ada kuasa..memula nk jd parkman tp nk jd peter la sbb peter ley wt suma menda..hehehehe

5) 5 fakta tentang gigi anda.
- xska senyum nmpkkn gg..
-gg sy trsusun..
-gg graham sy 2 2 da xda..kna cbut..so sgt ssh bla nk mkn ye..
-sy nk pkai braces tp tkt..

6) Secara jujurnya, anda penah mengumpat cekgu? ya/tidak,alasan.
- 2 hobi sy...sbb cikgu pn ngumpat kta wat..hehehhe..2 zman skolah..skg ni da lg la..tmbh2 bla xpuas ati..heheheh

7) Masakan ape yg anda teringin nk masak skrg nih.
- sayoq keladi..lmanya xmkn..

8) Jika anda adalah sejenis tumbuhan, what would u be?
bunga tulip..ntahla..tp sy sgt suka bunga tulip sbb bg sy sgt2 cntik...

9) Rumah idaman anda.
-rumah yg fully guna kayu ngan papan jek..heheheh...

10) 2 bnda yg anda bwat untuk hilangkan stress.
- mkn choc..
-dgr lagu..
-nangis..

12) tag 10 rakan yg laen.
- ija syg
-ijat
-ina
-aqmal
-fara
-ruru
-wan cdah
-atin...

xsuma pmpn cen2..

2010-04-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..
ha lmaak xupdate blog..sbb sgt bz..erm arini ak teqasa nk menulis something pas ak bca something kt fb td..trbca post ex pkwe housmate aka classmate ak..erm adakah suma pmpn ska lelaki yg qeja krajaan ja??qeja ttp ja??erm pd ak la kn..suma 2 depends tau ats individu 2 sniri...ak xqasa suma pmpn cen2..yg qeja ttp 2 yes ak admit mmg pnting sbb lau xqeja ttp nk bg ank bini mkn pa kn nt..ak jnis xksh..jnj kl da ska 2 on ja..tp kna la ngan syarat2 dia kn..xksh la qeja krajaan ke qeja private ke qeja sniri ke,jnj ley tnggung fmly ngan stabil jek..xmau yg kaya rya ni..hrta dunia xley bwk p mna pn..jnj ley idup hepi..2 jek..so ak qasa xadil kn anggp pmpn cen2..xsuma cen2..xsuma materialistik..n tol gak..mcm si busuk...dlu ska sgt ungkit..yela il stdy dgree..kta plak sijil ja..il msk u...kta plak msk u kna tutttt..no such things bg ak..menda2 ni suma xpnting aih..sbb pmpn ni slalu bkn jnis ksh.kl da ska 2 xksh da cena pn..mmgla, xdnfikan mst mak pak kta nk org yg bkerjaya, gaji byk, kaya tp kn kl kta dpt suma 2 tp idup merana wtpa kn..no point kn..kdg2 serious ak pnh brangan2 nk laki kaya bla jln2 kt pavi sbb pk beznya laki kya..ley shopping2 suma bgai.,..tp kn wtpa kl duit byk tp ati xhepi..duit bkn ley bwk msk kbur pn kn..so bg ak, at least dia some1 yg ley jga ak, da idup yg stabil,ley tnggung fmly pn da ckp..no need to qeja kerajaan or what,jnj bla ati da ska,on jek...

** this is my personal opinion..no heart feeling k..

kembali tersenyum...

2010-04-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

lately ak dlm keadaan yg bek..alhamdulillah..mud ak okayy..sumanya okayy..slalu tersenyum ja..ntah ati rsa tenang..rsa aman ja.doa2 ak dimakbulkan..yeah ak kembali trsenyum..arap2 akn kekal..syuh2...p jauh2 suma kesedihan ak 2..i want to be happy..just like dlu..tq babe...tq 4 everything..ak sdaq 1 menda but ak akn fight..

again...

2010-03-31T21:35:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

mud ak skg sgt weng2..down..sleqha mkn xdak..tension...cdey...br pas bertekak ag ngn dia..huh..nk bncg ssh sgguh sbb keqap sgt dia nek angin..huh..ty sket ssh nk jwb...cena ak nk wt kputusan kn..mcm ssh sgt nk mmbntu...dlm life kta xley miliki suma yg kta nk kn...tp npa kna tmak...?ssh sgt ka nk lpas someting yg kta da miliki lma?awat nk kna tmak ? erm...xthan la...sy mau free mcm burung..ley terbng p mna...tp dlm msa sma xmau skitkn ati...sy pnh jnj n smp skg sy kotakn jnj ...tp ati sy sgt trluka da...da brkecai2...pa la guna pjuk kl ati da brkecai kn...pa la guna nk ckp bek kl ati da brkecai kn.....mmmm.....

** alhamdulillah my bro dikecualikn trus dr plkn..sok dia blik dr lgkwi..tq 2 uncle haris n pn aida byk mmbntu....

pesta buku pwtc,jln2 pavi n jln2...hahahaha

2010-03-29T02:19:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

lmb bnar bru ak ley update..bkn hape,..mgu ni sgt bz ngan esemen2 yg nk kna submit..mna ngan puppet show ag utk english..erm..ari jumaat ak ngan classmates plan nk g pwtc...g pesta bku..tp laz2 yg jd g ak,ijat ngan lan ja..so xpa..kmi 3 pgi la sna nek cab..erm smp2 je kt sne kmi merewang2..n lan ckp nk crik novel natrah..so kmi pn crik2 la..laz2 jmp..n msa lan dok ty sal bku 2, abg kt c2 ckp..erm pnulis natrah k sblh awk 2..nk amik sign dia pn leh..so pe lg..mmg langkah kanan la kn sbb dpt pnulis cte yg agk famous ni..erm dpt jmp, tgkp pic ngan datin seri fatini yaakob scara live..so sgt la hepi n truja..erm mls nk upload pic..so tgk lam fb ak jela ye..erm pas2 ak tingin nk g alaf 21..mna tau ley jmp ramlee awg murshid..p 2la..jejak je k c2,mmg pnuh ngan lautan mnusia..nk jejak kaki pn ssh..so ak da rimas sgt ak nk kuar je..so laz2 kmi 3 org merewang2 n then trus kuar g the mall..amik taxi dr the mall ke pavi sbb bajet nk tgk wyg..tp b4 2 g mkn kt pizza dlu..lpas mkn nek ke wyg..tp xde cte nk tgk..so plan nk karok kt redbox..tp fully booked lak..so kmi plan nk g ke times square..so dr pavi, kmi br3 jln kaki ke sg wang..merewang2 kt sna dlu n then br g ke times square..smp je sna sbb hrga tyme 2 sgt mhal so kmi 3 plan xnk la karok..so ijat ajk lpak kt starbuck..so lpak kt sna..then trus blik pas2...sgt ltey okayy..erm kmrin lak ak kuar ag crik brg utk puppet show group ak..ak,wany ng yam g msjd jamek n crik brg2 2 sume..then bdk2 ni ajk tgk wyg kt mid..so nek can g lak mid..pas tgk wyg blik la..cte sgt bez okayy..erm arini lak bz wt puppet utk show rsk ari..so esk la ak update k..erm ak ni sgt cdey..sbb nthla..stp msa cl my bro yg kna plkn kt lgkawi..cdey bla dia ngadu adk lapaq..ak ltey smp ilang slera mkn..yela kn..pdhal dia sgt kuat mkn..sgt tough..n ak pjuk adk kna mkn...tp adk ltey..adeh sgt2 nk nitis air mata lak..yela i was not at home msa nk g anq dia..3 bln lak la br jmp dia pasni..erm rmai kta awat la nk nangis...bkn jauh pn adk ko g..yela kn..adk ak..darah daging ak..bla dia ngadu cen2, ko as kakak, drh daging dia xkn la xdak prasaan kn..ak syg adk ak..rpa ngan dia..so ak sgt rsentuh..mcm2 ak pk..mkn ke adk ak..chat ke dia...erm skg ngah gu cl dr dia ag...to my baby bro,.adk tke cre k...

SIKAP

2010-03-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

dlm dok bz2 taip assignment ni hati aku terdetik nk coret smthng kt blog ak ni..ni psl sikap...attitude ye..seriously kn ak kdg2 bengang ngan sikap certain org..xkira la kt public ke , kt dlm tv ke atau secra lgsg ke..sbb sikap depa 2 kdg2 sgt menjelekkan..seriously ak ckp sgt menganggu..aku jenis yg tgk dlu, smpan n smpan..n smpai 1 thap ak jnis yg ckp jek..perlu ke nk brsikap cen2 kn..kdg2 ak rs mnusia ni trlmpau anggp dri dia perfect sbb 2 yg brsikap cen2..pas2 plak kdg2 ak rsa mnusia ni trlalu ssh nk merendahkan dri dia, mksd ak nk admit smthg..pnh sekali kt mall..ak tgk sorg pmpn ni lggaq sowg yg len yg bwk brg...tp tnpa rs brslh @mtk maaf blah cen2 ja..sikap la kn suma 2..tp2 ari ak dok peringat dri jga sikap..try jga sikap sbb ak tau ak xperfect..tp kdg2 apa trbuku kna ckp jgak kn..ak rs xslh kta rndahkn dri kta utk brdiri sma tnggi ngan org len..erm spa yg phm mksd ak ni phm la kn..kdg2 ssh sgt ak rs bla mnusia ni ssh nk trima suma 2..anggp dri dpa ja btol kn..mcm ak dlu2 asyk nk mng ja..kl bley snggup la smp argue2 nk org time pndapt kita...tp mkin brtmbh umr ni ak byk pk..byk pk n try btolkn dri..mcm ak ckp kta kdg2 kta brdiri sma ngan org len..jgn trlalu tnggi sbb bla da tnggi 2 kta ni kdg2 xmau rndhkn blik dri kta sbb kta rsa kta ni hebat, org len kita anggp mcm sampah ja kn...so renung2knlah..sma2 kta igtkn dri kta sndiri n trmsuk dri ak jgak..

keliqu..

2010-03-24T01:23:00.003+08:00

ak keliqu ngan idup ak..ak keliqu jln mna ak ptt plih..ak qasa kdg2 ak buang msa.buang tnaga..tp ak bgga sbb ak bley smp lma ceni..erm ak rndu..rndu sumanya..deep down ak still qasa syg 2..still ley qasa ur love..ley qasa cena amik beqatnya dia kt ak..cena dia xmau ak p..cena dia snggup xgtau menda btoi bla ak y sbb xmau ak p..cena dia pjuk ak bla ak nangis..cena dia pjuk ak bla ak xmau mkn...cena dia snggup drive even sg ngantok n ltey..cena dia snggup ngan ak wlpn byk qeja kna wt..tq utk suma...tp ak sgt hurt..sgt2..sbb ak da trlalu byk bg..ye..bg muka...bg peluang..tp ntah..ak keliqu..nk tequs atau p ja..sbb ak da trlalu lma smpn..suffer..sbb menda yg sma..ak nk lpa p ak xmmpu wlpn sket nk lpa..sbb trlalu byk knagan..tp smp bla ak nk kna suffer sbb org yg sma...sbb menda yg sma..ye ak tamak..ak xmau kgsi..ak kdekut..sbb ak xmau kgsi...xmau sket pn org len dpt..ak xgheti kgsi org yg ak syg sbb pd ak dia mlik ak ja..kn ak sgt tmak..ak cdey bla dia brubah tp ak hepi sbb dia still org yg sma..yg ska usik ak..ska sakat ak..suka maqah ak..still oghang yg sma suka menyanyi mcm ak...jd, cena ak nk lpa kn..cena ak nk tnggai kn...kdg2 ye ak bdoh sbb ak biaq ja, ak maaf ja wlpn ak yg suffer..tp smp bla..smp bla kn...ntahla..ak sgt keliqu..siyes..ak sgt stress..ak sgt tension..qeja yg brlmbk plus mslh ak yg xpnh2 settle..

ketensyenan

2010-03-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ceni la jdnya kl suke sgt wt suma menda at the eleventh hour kn..everthing..ak ska sgt la procrastinate qeja2 ak..igt cuti byk ari so da msa la la kn ak nk lpak2 lu, men2 fb..adeh slh ak sniri ni..so mlm ni brtemankan kopi ku syg n lgu2 ku syg, ak akn brjga settlekn sbe nye assignment n ANAT..erm yg PPL xrisau sgt da sbb da 96% siap..yg SBE ni haru gle la sbb ak xtau dr mna nk start..erm so xpe, cikgu ilyana ni akn guna skill bm die utk mereka2 ayt2 sniri..sbb skol ni xda bg pe yg kmi nk..so nk wt cena kn..erm xpela..yg pbd lak article dia ak xbwk blik..ty yam, dia lak ilang trus..so arap kt wany ngan rafel jela..hehehhe..erm xpe2..relax..insyaallah smpt siap..tq mdm ann yg bg extend ppl smp jumaat..lawak gle la cra ak msg dia td..hehehhe..but papepn tq mdm...erm 1 ag yg srabut ni...puppet show ni..adeh..ak bab2 suh blakon on je..tp bab2 nk suh wt props ni haru sket..tgn i xbrseni uolls..cena..tp xpe..ak try tau..hehehhee...k la..xnk bebel pnjg2..nk g wt qeja..daaaa...slm..

tag dr yuyu si ayu umh dpn..

2010-03-19T02:08:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum..ha ak kna tag ngan yuyu..lma gle da xwat tag n kna tag ni..hehehhe..

1) siapakah diri anda di rumah?
- sy sowg ank yg mnja..sowg kak yg ska gdh ngan adk dia..xska mgalah..hehehhe..ska rebut remote..ska bebel..ska smbg2 ngan my mum...ska pksa2 my bro antq p memana..ska cl my bro suh bli kopi ais..sowg yg ska kmas umh..

2) siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?
-sowg yg gla2..ckp lpas sket kot..sowg yg sensitif..emo kdg2..sowg yg sgt sygkn prsahabatan...skali kwn slamanya kwn kcuali la kl dpa yg wt psal...sowg yg memahami, pndengar yg bek(acececece) n kwn ssh sng..erm..

3) 5 benda yg anda idamkan tp masih belum tercapai
- g korea..
-tgk knsert bsb n jmp nick scara live
-tgk knsert ss501 n jmp hyun joong scara live
-tgk knsert britney n jmp dia live
-kawen..hahahaha..
-nk keta swift wrna itam..hehehe

4) siapakah nama bkas pasangan anda
-erm yuyu da xda la.kak yna tkar bkas pasangan la...so xyah sbut la ye..hehehhe..nma dia si busuk..ahhahaha

5) ceritakan 5 perkara yg paling anda suka tentang bkas pasangan anda
-lip dia sbb sgt comey n kcik..kl mncung ley ikat ngan reben..
-grg tp xpa..tkt sgt bla dia mrh..
-ska bebel..hahahhaa.. sbb pagai sy yg xbley blah..slalu mkn xabis n nt dia bebel la..slalu trjth bla berjln..n nt kna bebel..jln tgk bwh sma...
-pndengar yg bek..we started as bez fren n till now he's still my bez friend..
-suma ttg dia sy ska except 1 ja..yg 2 rhsia ye yuyu syg..
-kl majuk cena pn dia akn pjuk wlpn trpksa men aksi kejar mngejar kt public..igt lgi sy majuk,dia kjar sbb sy larik trun tngga n follow je dr blakang msa kt mall..tp sy nmpk dia ikt mlalui cermin2 kt kdai..rndu suma 2..siyes..

6) bila tarikh anda couple
-erm 2005..trkh xnk igt..nt cdey..

7) apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama bkas pasangan anda
- putus
-gdh kt public

8) lagu tema cinta anda
-because of u n wake me up when sept ends( 2 2 lgu ni sgt brmkna sbb tyme de je lgu ni kt hitz msg2 akn cl n dd8 lgu ni to each other)
-my heart- slalu duet lgu ni msa karok n plus nyanyi kt each other dlm phone
-leaving on da jetplane ( 1st song sy nyayi kt dia dlm phone okayy)

9)apa perubahan yg ingin anda lihat dari bkas pasangan anda
- lbey appreciate org yg syg anda
-jgn trpengaruh ngan kwn2..
-jgn hurt ur psangan
-jd lbey setia
-cntrol ur temper
-jd more matured..

10) tag 10 rakan yg lain
-ija syg
- ijat
-fara
-ruru
-kak rosma
-yan
-nor
-erm n spa2 aje...

am i ready??

2010-03-18T00:32:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum..

arini sgt la ltey..sbb certain reasons..erm xyah cta la sal 2 kn..erm cuti2 skol ni byk gla la knduri kn...sbb skol cti, ak ngan mk ak pn cti la kn..n msa musim2 cuti ni rmai la yg kawen kn..n mk ak pn apa lg bz la wt hntaran utk suma kwn2 dia n spa2 yg tmph..so ak pn cm bsa..bz tgk ja..nk nolong tgn kayu..hehhhehe...sgt2 kayu k tgn i...keras..xtrbentk pn...yg ak tau, ak pndai wt kek ja..blaja dr my mum..yg len hancuss..hehehehe..erm mkcik2 ak slalu kta, " nana, cube blaja ngan mak 2 wt hntaran, jahit bju, wt biskut, kek suma"..nt sng..n ak akn senyum je..alahai mkcik2 bkn nana xtry tau..da try..ty mk msa memula nana bntuk biskut gajus..laz2 nana wt ltak blik..hehehhee..tgn nana x brseni..erm dlu msa kt skolah ak sgt la mls kl tyme msa pndidikan seni sbb kl ak mlukis mst org glak sbb lukisan ak bruk..xjd lgsg pa ak nk lkis..blik umh ja ak suh mk lukis..tp adk ngan abg ak pndai bab2 seni ni..erm dpa byk ikt mk..yela kn dlm setandan pisang xsuma ok kn..ak plak ak rs lbey to my dad..ok dlm menda2 kira2 ni..bab2 calculation ak ok sket..bley la..alhamdulillah..ha cta bab knduri kndara ni mk da byk kali ty ak..n pas2 mst ak tkaq topik..yela kn bla da mkin brtmbh umr, mmg xkn lari dr soklan2 ceni kn..erm ak xready ag..not ready yet..bkn xcdey, xsebak tgk kwn2 sbaya, skelas da tunang la, kawen la tp 2la ak byk komitmen len ag..byk ag impian, tnggugjwb ak yg ak trcapai ag..ok la....that's all..ha ni ak buh pic2 hntaran n kek mk ak wt..bab kek ni,..ak pgl kek keras, tp ekceli fondant cake kn org pgl..hehehe..mk ak sgt mnt....skg ngah plan nk wt blog for my mum..khas utk menda2 ni suma.

1st tyme mk ak try wt cupcake..hehehhe

ni la fondant cake mk ak yg ke 7..hehehhe..sori ye ktor2 2..xsmpat nk yg tmpah2 2..

** ha 2 jek..da ngantok lak..hehhehe..nyte ols..

stay the same

2010-03-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
erm there is one song yg ak suka sgt2..ble ak down n give up about something ak akn dgq lgu ni..lgu fav ak dr skol rndh..lgu joey mcintyre..stay the same..dia dlu group new kids on the block..erm group yg sgt famous b4 bsb..erm ni lirik dia..sgt2 brmkna kt ak esp bla ak down n rs rndh dri, give up n etc....

Don't you ever wish you were someone else
You were meant to be the way you are exactly
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself, you'd better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cuz there's nothin 'bout you I would change

I think that you sould be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way

Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through

lpas qindu...

2010-03-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

assalamualalaikum..

erm byk qeja..xdan nk update blog..boring..esemen byk gla..1 hapa pn xwt ag..huh..pnat cmni..cdeh sbb xleh kuaq..mimi da dpt qeja kt sony..erm boring..xtau nk blik kl bla..mls nk blik..tp mie ajk tman dia blik nek qeta ahd ni..tp ak da plan len..nk blik mlm ahd..sbb da qeja sket..agpn cian mimi..stg nk kna p antq ak ag..jauh 2 dr bangi..so esk nk blik tket..mlm ahd..erm qindunya kwn2..xdt jmp ag..xpa..ak tmpang bhgia kt dpa..tmpg hepi sbb msg2 da brjaya..erm excited ni..sbb something..jeng..jeng..padia..hahahaha..rhsia..ak ja tau..erm...xsbaqnya..lekaih la sket..xsbaq da ni..tp xmau excited sgt sbb slalunya pa yg kta plan 2 xjd..so, slow n steady k..erm pasni cian mk..ank2 mak suma xdak kt umh..ak n abg kt kl..adk lak plkn kt lgkawi..tp xpa..ak akn tp2 aqi cl mk n bpak mcm slalu kl xbz..mst qindu mak&bpk t..ak ank mnja..mnja ngan parents..tua mna pn ak, ak ttap ank mnja mk&bpk smp bla2..huhuhu..qindu kmu..sgt2..sbq na..nt kta jmp..tgu ja..hahahhaa..k la..nk tdoq..pning pala..sbb dok wt byk qeja..pala pn xbtoi sgt ni..xleh pikiaq elok2..hehehe..

cuti..

2010-03-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah smlm slmt smp kdh trchinta...erm smpai jek shahb nsib la my bro da stat tgu..so ak bg beg kt dia n trus msk keta..prot ni lpaq gla..yala sbb xdan mkn..blik skol ja dr setiawangsa ke lmbah pntai, trus packing brg..then trun nek dr umh yam&wany ke ats..huh..pnat 2..then lpak lam blik rani sat tp xsdaq tertdoq..adeh..da la jnj ngan yam nk p pudu kul 3.30..adeh kul 3.10 br blik..huhu..tp xpa..lma mna pn ak dlm bus skg ni ak da dkat umh ak yg trchinta brsama insan2 yg ak syg..tp sgt sunyi la..sblm ni hingaq ja..yala..i'm alone..adk ngan abg ak xdak..adk ak g camping nun kt pntai mrdeka sna nun ngan kwn2 dia..abg lak kt kl..adeh boringnya..plus sgt cdey blik ni..sbb ak xley mkn lauk2 yg mk ak msk..suma 2 lauk fav ak..tp xley mkn..ak igt pas da bkak jhitan ari2 ak ley la ikt ska ati mkn..upanya x..msa kt skol mkn nsik aym..then otw blik kt bhgn jhitan 2 jd bgkak..plus muka2 ak nek bntik2 merah..allergy la 2..n blik umh pn sma..adeh..cey snggun..laz2 nk isi prot ak mkn epal,roti ngan biskut kering cicah milo ja..xtau la smp brapa lma ceni tp wt msa ni cen2 la..huh..

plan cuti ni nk siapkn esemen n nk kuar suka suki ngan kwn2..erm nt lak ak update..kemlasan da ni..hehehehe

Jiwa Guru..SBE 1st day...

2010-03-08T18:22:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum....

erm arini sgt pnat..arini 1st dy ak sbe kt SK setiawangsa...erm awl2 pg kul 6 da menapak kuar..subuh pn kt stesen lrt jek..cdey kn..tp xpe..smgat nk g skol 2..so brjln ke kerinchi seawal dinihari n smp je nek smp stesen setiawangsa..dr stesen nek cab lak smp skol..blik pn sma..sgt2 pnat ok..tp xpe..cbaran as guru platih..awl2 smp jek kna mrh sbb ipba xbg surat ag..bez g skol 2 sbb bsar..guru pn rmai..n plus skolah kluster kn so everthing sgt ok...teratur je..landskap skol sgt cntik..byk la kmudahan brbanding skol len yg ak pnh g sblm ni..sgt jga quality..so sem ni xah ler ak gnti2 class..hehehe..so sem ni tgasan ak adalah pj..oleh sbb gpk koko ngan s/u koko xda ag smp slasa, so lpak library la..mcm besa mmbaca..then brkenan beberapa bku utk bhan bcaan n mtk kt guru lib nk pnjm..dia bg..yeay2..hehehehe..erm n ak trtarik ngan 1 sjak yg trgnatung kt luar pn2 lib...sjak 2 ak copy paste blik kt bwh k..

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Pastikan kita berjiwa guru,

Berhati bersih dan suci,

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Hati dan minda sentiasa terbuka,

Tiada dendam dan prasangka.

Bila kita berjiwa guru,

Pastikan perkataan ini tidak diguna:

*'Masa kerja telah habis'

*'Itu bukan kerja saya'

*'Ini bukan kerja murid'

*'Saya tidak dapat apa-apa'

* 'Buat apa susah-susah'

*'Cukuplah apa ang kita telah buat'

* Buat apa kerja rajin-rajin'

Ingatlah!

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Perkataan kita akan menjadi ingatan,

Kelakuan kita akan jadi ikutan,

Amalan kita akan jadi panduan.

Oleh itu..

Jadilah guru berjiwa guru,

*Hati bersih sentiasa pemaaf

*Rela bekerja bila-bila masa kerana sedar kerja itu ibadah kita

* Guru yang mulia mesti berhati mulia..Semoga Allah memberkati semua guru yang berjiwa guru..

*Semoga semua guru berjiwa guru..

** nk tgk pic2 sbe tgk kt fb ak ye..mls nk upload kt cni..heheheh

ronda2 kl n zapin nite kt aswara...

2010-03-06T17:37:00.002+08:00

assalamualikum...

erm arini tetiba rs nk post entry bru..wah2...hehehhe..erm smlm kn after class, i mean tghari sket ak ngan kwn2, am, mad, pay, rani, cheeta, seha ngan pce nek van amsyat g ronda2 kl..sbbnya nk g tgk skol yg ak n 3 org ag 2 bkal bersbe next week..sk tmn setiawangsa..hehehhe..siyes msa g bdk2 ni xtau jln..so trpksa la pkai gps kt hp pay..qamsahamida pay...then smp je area2 lrt setiawangsa 2 ak da mula crik..where is the school??then ikt gps 2 kna blok kiri..so nmpk la tmn setiawangsa yg cntik2 sgt umh n bsaq2 sgt umh kt c2..so after tgk skol, ak da mula rs uish jauhnya skol ngan lrt..mau pth kaki lau jln ni..so we decided to takecab@rapid kl dr lrt station..so seriously ak ckp by 6 am mmg da kna menapak kuaq dr ipba or else kmi akn lmbt smp skol...so wish me luck 4 my 3rd sbe ni k kwn2..erm pas g survey skol ja bdk2 3 ekoq ni nk g blik tv..so ikt la pay nya gps ag sbb nk g ke selayang dr setiawangsa 2..then ak tringat ak nk g ASWARA mlm 2 utk tgk prsembahan zapin..then ty am, lmbt ag ke weh nk blik..n then he replied ya yana..awat..erm ak nk blik..stop kn ak kt mna2 lrt station..erm ssh la weh..jam ni..xpa..mlm ni hntaq ang..oke..then kmi pn g selayang mall..jln2 kt sna then blik la..erm then dak2 ni antaq ak kt ASWARA..tkt memula sbb dak2 ipba xsmp ag..so round2 c2 sorg2 lu g bratur nk blik tket..then nmpk dak2 2 suma..erm sal prsembahan 2 bg ak mmg sgt2 gempak n bez.,..sgt2 k..sgt bez..lma da berzapin since foundation kn..bley la sket2 berzapin n menari tarian melayu yg len..basic2 ja k..teringat msa kt MTC kna tarik menari ats stage ngan wahid..heheheh..bez sgt...so overall ak bg 10/10 utk perfomance smlm..hehehe..japg ak mskkn pic..mls nk upload ag..

nightmare...

2010-03-05T01:45:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum..
erm td ak da g buang jhitan kt my upper lip 2..ok..cume mmg skit la..sbb kt lip kn..n still bgkak ag..x fully bek ag..tp xpe...mybe dlm cuti ni akn brtmbh bek kn..cume bkas 2 xilang ag sbb xley nk spu ubt pape pn sbb skg ak kna ulser lak..pdih bis la lip ngan lidah..erm...so kulit lip sgt kering + tmpt kna jait 2..alhamdulillah la sbb xnmpk sgt n mkin bek..2 suma sbb ak mmg pntg gle mkn menda2 gatai ni..rmai ty ak serik ag x nk mnd waterfall..jwpn ak x tp amik msa blik la sbb siyes ak ckp skg ak sgt2 fobia especially ble igt msa mule2 trhentak n trseret 2, bla igt bleeding yg sgt byk 2.,bla igt yg 1 ag 2..xnk igt da..so xnk sbut..erm i was really lucky kn sbb xde pth kt mne2..cume next tyme kna careful gle la...ari2 msa g bkt ijau pn th tngga...tp ak rs slamat sbb2 trtentu..rs btol2 slamat la..spttnya g sedim msa cuti 2..tp xd sbb suma kwn2 ak da hal lak...xkn ak nk g brcuti ngan mimi ngan ana je kn..hehehhee..erm ak tringin nk g waterfall ag esp lata bayu...lma da x g tp 2la..kefobiaan 2 ag tnggi..mimpi 2 toksah dok ckp la, slalu kot..tkt..tkt jth ag..even skg lau jln g class pn ak sgt2 brhati2..

** actually xpnh mnd2 kt waterfall tnpa da org jga..dlu da mk yg jga..da kwn yg jga sbb dpa tau btapa ak tkt ngan ayaq n xpndai brenang..btapa ak slalu jth n sgt careless..

** skg br sdaq, ak da bsaq so kna jga dri sndiri..smp bla nk hrap org kn...skg br sdaq ak bkn ag my mum's baby girl, bkn ag adk spupu yg cengeng kt kazen2 ak, bkn ag "clumsy girl" to some1 n my friends..da bsaq so kna pndai jga dri bek2 kn..

** ja, ak rndu...:(

ni pic seari sblm kna jhit..

ni msa kt spital..bgkak gle muke sbb byk nangis..

ni msa 2nd dy..trok kn..

ni ngan lip kering gle2 plus benang...

-ala pic skg xtransfer..so mls nk buh la..da sembuh ngan bek...alhamdulillah..

this is me

2010-03-03T23:11:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum..

erm mlm ni entry ak agk ksaq sket kot la kn...sesi nk luah...nk carut pape yg ptt..spa pduli kn..gram thap pa da ni...sbb trlmpau besa ngan prasaan smpn ja dlm ati ni ak nk wt sesi luahan kt blog ak yg ak syg ni..erm....ak tau ak ni jaat kn..mlut ckp lpas pd yg suka bkar2 2..tp at least kn nk lwak pda2 la kn ngan ak..gua da prasaan gak tau x..gua bkn ptung..lu igt nk kta,lu men kta ja..ada gua kco idup lu??talak kn..so jga sket..so nsib bek la ngan condition lip gua yg ngah berjait ni, gua blas blik sgt2 pdih kn..sndiri mau igt..gua ssh nk caya org sbb ceni la..gua pling bnci org plastik..plastik dlm stiap menda..gua xperfect, gua x bek, gua jaat,2 gua...gua xpyh nk pura2 pretend knon2 gua bek....xpnting pn pa org nk pk, yg gua tau mak pak gua tau gua cena, adk bradik gua tau, kwn2 sehdup semati gua tau gua cena, so gua da hepi..so pls beware k..sbar mnusia da had...ak mnusia besa gak..ak diam xmksd ak tkt...ak klh...stakat ley sbr, ak sbr ag...so kl lbey2 2 sndirik mau igt k...

** ak sgt2 hurt ngan skap mnusia ni...

**this is me....

starlight tears

2010-02-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

From the first time we met
I knew we would be friends
You a had different air
than others that i knew
I am also alone in this world
I've come to know
Finally i've met someone like you...
I know that i might've been
a bit cold at times
But that just the way
I dealt with all my fears
You took the first step to show
I don't have to be alone
And now i, i know i love you

I'll be waiting for you
Don't care how long it make take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry
You let me know
When you are ready to love
And i will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

Maybe one day you'll know
The love that i've kept inside
I know love comes with pain
it's so hard to erase
All that i'm asking is
For you to let me stay here
Don't be scared
You can lean on me

I know i've found the one
when i look into your eyes
I will wait by your side
till you can give me your heart

not my day..

2010-02-26T14:11:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

today ak rs sg2 trtkan,,sgt2 down..sgt2 frust..i'm cying like a baby just now because of this..smlm adalah ari yg plg mlang wt ak but ari yg plg gmbira wt suma classmates ak..we went for a picnic at sungai gabai waterfall..somewhere in hulu langat..we went there by 2 cars n 1 van..really excited and happy as this is the first time we get there as well kali prtama wt aktiviti kt luar..smp2 jek kt sna kmi suma cr port yg bek utk set up bbq nya tmpt..then sblm 2 kmi suma trpksa nek berbelas2, berpuluh2 ank tngga utk smp ke tmpt yg bek..smpi2 je msg2 trjun lam air..mnd n wt aktivti2 len yg sgt bez.pas puas mnd kt side kteorg plih 2, ak pn nek tgk2 bebdk2 bbq..then grabbed camera si pay sbb nmpk bebdk len mcm ijat, mal, pce ngan sonok2 slide trun dr side len lak..dowg dok gelungsur trun..so ak capture beberapa pics n tetibe tingin lak nk men cen2 tp sgt tkt sbb as suma tau ak tkt jth sbb ak xpndai brenang..then ak try jgak wlpn tkt..1st tyme ak pgg ja ijat sbb tkt..then yg len sgt hepi wlpn bpe kali da ak tggelam trtlan air..then ak nk rest jek..xnk trjun2 da..tp ntahla..mgkin nsb ak krang bek..msa last ak gelungsur trun ak smp bwh dgn slmt..tp unluckily msa nk nek 2..kl sblm ni ak xnek kt bhgian ak nk nek ni..ak nek kt blah ujung..tp ntahla npe trgerak ati ak nk nek kt c2..ak nk nek ngan aqmal..so ak dpn n aqmal kt blakang..n yes i was really unlucky sbb tgn ak xsmp nk pgg btu ag 1 sbb licin...ak xdpt nk paut kt mne2 tp trhentak kt btu 2 n jth blik dlm air..aqmal jth sbb ak kt ats pn jth...yeah i fell on my face n sustained a laceration wound over my left lip..sgt2 skit..msa jth lam air ak pgg je bhgn 2..nangis2 sbb sgt skit..n rmai tlg..sgt2 trharu..mad,yam,wany n pay yg bwk g spital..trun2 je bwh pgawai2 askar yg da kt c2 try nk bg rwatan awl..n their dr da prepare nk bg rwatan tp tgk2 jek luke ak dowg suh refer kt spital@the nearest clnc sbb the wound 2 sgt dlm..tq 2 pgawai2 2 yg ltakkan ubt luka n tmpal ngan plaster..n then smp jek clinic ak trus msk blik rwatan..sme gak..still xley wt pape sbb kna refer kt dental ngan cosmetic sbb mlibatkan lip..so i had 2 wait again..then dia ckp xdpt wt pape gak sbb xda jrum kcik..sbb lau pkai jrum bsar nt lkat prut..so we finally decide to go to hospital..so the nearest 1 is hspital ampang..smp2 jek sna ak rs mcm nk pitam sbb lma sgt tnggu..trlalu lma..sgt2 lma..5 jam tgu mcm pa ag..sgt2 skit..sgt2 bosan..sgt2 xlarat tgu..then msk check n dr bg 2 option..nk jhit@x..kl x luke n blahan 2 smp bla2 la cen2..kl jhit ok sket n ak ty if jhit akn da scar x..and he said da tp xkn nmpk sgt...cume kl org 2 btol2 particular je akn nmpk prubahan..so nk xnk ak kna plih jhit la..so i hv 2 sign 1 form b4 jhit..then i hv to wait ag b4 jhit..sgt2 lma..then pas2 br msk blik prosedur, n dijhit..b4 2 ak dibius..they jabbed me kt my lip..3 kali ak kra..msa ni ak rs sgt2 skit i mmg ak nangis2..da la alone ngan dowg je..kwn2 xdbnrkn msk..msa dia jhit 2 ak ley rs cena dowg mskkn jrum,cena dowg jhit..ubt bius 2 was not hepl at all..sgt2 skt..skg br tau cena rs org2 yg suntik botox la, pe la utk cntik 2..plus yg wt plastic surgery..they all snggup skit smata2 utk cntik..n if ak jd dowg, i will not do it as sgt2 skit..sgt2..kna skali n i noe cena rs..now, ak just dduk ngadap lppy..nk mkn hnya bubur je...2 pn pkai straw..isap bubur pkai straw..mknn len xdpt..sgt2 seksa ak rs...at one point, ak rs sgt2 trtkan n frustrated,,sgt2 down..lost my apetite again n i feel really bad..sgt2..

slamat bertunang dana

2010-02-21T13:25:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum..erm ak msh kt kdh ag..mlm ni br blik kl..so esk pg smp trus g class..hehehe..erm xblik ag sbb kwn bek ak tunang arini..slamat bertunang dana n amin..cpt2 kawen k..ak nk mkn nsi mnyak..sorg ag kwn ak da slaamt..ak, mimi, ana, nuani xtau la bla..erm hepi 4 her but cdey utk dri ak..erm i wish ak kt tmpt dana td..hehehhehe..erm lyan pic jela ye..hehehehe..muka br bgn sekor2 kcuali dana sbb dia xikt kmi kuaq smlm..hehehhe

miss ya..!

2010-02-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum...
yeah..finally we met..hehehhe..yela meeting with my old classmates adalah something yg wt ak hepi gle..wlpn x suma tp ckup la sbb yg jmp suma my bez frens..hehehhe..spttnya nk g sedim arini tp xckup korum..so we changed our plan la..g as jek..ok la kn..hahaha..gua xsgka mimi amik gua nek ford bpak dia..mi, nk bwk ak g kebun ke..hehehe...memula xykin gak tkt mimi xpndai bwk tp mimi u made it..snggah amik paan kt umh dia then kmi g..kt as 1 of my bez fren, mala da tgu..so kmi g lpak kt pasific..men bowling..n ana jmp kekasih lme..hehhehehe..pas men bowling, gle lak tekak ak nk karok..so smp as mall kmi cr tp mhal sgt la lak..nk tgk percy jackson 2 tp xdan lak..so pth blik g ct plaza karok..so for 1 hour rm15 ok la kn..utk 1 blik..so da lpas gian karok kmi blik..erm sok dana tunang lak..erm i'm hepi for her..ak bla lak kn..that's ol 4 today..really tired..

** yes2, dana da jnj nk g cuti pasni kt chalet mak dia kt pedu lake..tpak lma desa pedu lake dlu..b4 bkak blik tmpt 2, kmi rasmi dlu..wokeh baby,set...

** cdey trpksa bju yg sma..gua xbwk blik bju..xbajet nk kuar..heheheh

2010-02-17T19:00:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum..

i'm back with my new entry...erm arini kwn2 suma kta ckp sal jejaka idaman ye..wah2 mcm tjuk lgu raja ema 2..citer die ceni, 2 ari lpas dok lpak ngan my kwn2 bek ak then kmi sembang2 la spa nk kawen dlu n whatsoever..yela besa la usik2..bley bersembnag sal ni sbb ahd ni slh sorang kwn bek 2 akn bertunang ngan jejaka idaman dia..heehee..so msg2 trsembang la sal jejaka idaman ni..ceh2....so msg2 da la kn plihan msing2..ok this is mine..selain beriman, brtanggungjawab n yg len2 2..ni adalah 10 ciri2 yg ak gtau kt kwn2 ak 2..ceh glak bsaq dpa suma..hahaha..ambik ampa,nk tau sgt..so ak gtau la..hahahaa..so ni ciri2 yg ak gtau smp dpa gelak bsaq 2..dpa kta ceh ceni ang suka no..hahaha..yela ak suka ja..suka2 ja kta..yg pnting ley wt ak gelak n owes senyum..mcm hyun joong wt hwang bo gelak dlm WE GOT MARRIED..

1. ak suka yg pndai men drum..
- haahahha..smp bla2 la ang xjmp, kwn2 ak kta..xkn ang nk kawen ngan pemuzik kot kn..n ak jwb cikgu, engineer pn da yg pndai men gitar what..hehhe..ekceli, ak gle salute kt spe yg pndai men gitar..nmpk gle style..ak nk men sniri xpndai..blajaq ari2 pn xsmp sparuh jln sbb mls nk p..tp my bro pndai men..n ak ckp, ak nk cri la yg pndai men gitar ni..tmbh2 yg pndai men smbil nyanyi kn..adeh, cair beb..hehehhe

2. opkos la yg pndai nyanyi..
- ni 1 ag kwn2 ak terty2 nape..ak jwb la sbb nt kn lau xley tdoq ke, dia ley nyanyi smp ak tdoq..heehhe..n plus dia ley nyanyi kt ank2 ak t msa bg dpa tdoq..hahaha..gile weng ak pk kn..hahahah..

3. ak suke yg pndai men gitar
-erm nt tyme pape ley dia men gitar plus nyanyi kt ak..tyme ak majuk ke kn...so ak akn cair weh kl ceni..hehehe..

4. ak suke laki yg pndiam.
- means xbyk ckp sgt sbb ak pn da kuat brcakap..kl 2 2 ckp spa yg nk dgq ak ckp kn..hehehhe..

5. ak suka laki yg grang...
-ha ni kwn ak ty, awat ang nk suh dia pkui ang ka??..hehehe..n ak jwb, yg pkui bini 2 bkn grg 2 da dkre pns baran,.grg ni len..means kta akn tkt...grg kta akn tkt..ak lak sgt degil..so kl da yg grg means kl ak wt slh n jd trlalu dgil 2 da la org yg ak akn tkt n pk byk kali b4 make mistakes..hhheheh..

6. ak nk kl bley laki ak t dok tpi bndang@dkt2 ngan bendang..
-hehhehe..sbbnya ak suke la suasana tpi bendang..sjuk ja..hhehhee

7. ak suka laki yg tnggi..krus tinggi ye kwn2..
- sbbnya ak ketot jek..so nk la laki tnggi..krus tnggi..sbb ak asa terlindung ja....hahaahha..ak pn xbsaq mna pn....

8. laki ak 2 mst kna phm ak..
- sbb ssh tau lau nk phm ak..ssh sgt2..hehee..sbb i'm complicated..sgt2..kna phm ak mkn jrg nk bis, kna phm ak kdg2 kuat mkn, ak suka kopi, kna phm ak kuat majuk...

9. kl bley 2 laki ak nt ak nk yg org2 utara gak..
- means yg brckp 1 bhasa ngan ak la..sbb sng pape hal..sng gak nk msk ngan fmly2 ak..sng nk brcmpuq ngan adk abg ak..sbb adk bradik ak suma laki....mk pn suh cri kt area2 utara gak, sng pape hal..hehhe..so means, kdh, penang ngan perlis la ye..

10. ha laz skali nk yg suka mancing sbb ak ska ikt org g mancing..hhehehe...

2 jek..erm entry ni adalah utk suke2 n pe yg ak gtau my frens ari2...hehehhe...sgt weng2 msa ak taip menda2 ni..eheehhe..

i'm sorry frens..

2010-02-15T10:43:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..

erm smakin rjin ak mengupdate blog kn..erm yela xda pape nk wt kt umh..slp2 bley update 2 entry 1 ari..hehehe..erm arini ak nk ckp sal somthng..'bout me for sure..it's about kesempurnaan..ntahla..sometimes kn ak rsa alangkah baiknya if ak dpt puaskan ati suma org..so that no one will terasa, no one will mrh, no one will say i'm sombong and whatsoever..tp 2la disbbkn ak x perfect, ak hnya mnusia lmah, mnusia besa, ak xmmpu nk puaskan ati suma..arini kwn ajk g knduri, kwn ajk chat, mk suh wt keja umh + keja len sma, lec bg esemen..so ak kna plih my priority...n bla da ak jwb sori, bz skg wt keja umh..then da yg trasa..n ak just reply, sori kl bley ak kerat2 bdn ni n bahagi2kn 1 p sna, 1 wt keja ni, 1 mybe yg ngah menaip kt lppy ni n mcm2 ag kn sng...sng ak xhmpakan sesapa...tp 2la..i can't..ak xdak kuasa nk wt suma 2..1 ag, ak lmah dlm kawal my emotion..i tend to be a person who always "sensitive"...too sensitive...not my niat to make others terasa oso..not my niat to make everthing worse..i'm just an ordinary girl who never failed to make mistakes..always make mistakes i guess..sometimes i asked myself, why??why?? and why??but i got nothing..after suma yg i've done, i just feel bersalah to myself, my frens, my what2...erm 1 ag, ak mmg cpt mrh tp ssh nk mrh lma2..ssh nk dendam..n for me how bad org 2 treat me pn, if one day dia dtg n say i'm sorry, 2 pn da ley wt ak ok..for me, frendship lasts forever...skali kwn, slamanya kwn..so frens, i'm sorry for everything i've done yg wt kowg trasa ati, mrh @pape...it's not my niat..that's ol..

it' so hot babe..

2010-02-14T19:10:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum.
mcm suma tau ak da kt kdh da..n siyes ak ckp kt cni pns gle..xujan..n ak mgalami prubahan cuaca yg sgt mndadak..yela kt kl ujan..sjuk..tetibe blik pns..so bdn ak agk trkejut..mlm2 ak xley tdo ats ktil...so ak tdo ats lntai jek...erm alhamdulillah blik umh ak da la slera nk mkn sket nsi..wlpn xbyk tp still ok..1 hri xtau bpe bji epal ak blasah..erm cte sal epal, something funny had happened..erm my dad skit..so due to his sakit kdg2 dia igt, kdg2 x..means all his long term memory dia bley igt n recall but his short term memory especially menda2 yg bru ssh sket dia nk igt..so mse ak ngah suap dia mkn 2, dia ty ak " nana, kamu ble nk kawen ngan epal?"...hehehehe..ak, mak n adk n abg mmg gelak gle.pas2 bpak ak ckp eh,epal ke epo ye??hahahhha..it's actually epi..not epal@epo.. tp 2la..mk kta dia igt cume besala...erm my dad keep on thiking ak still ngan epi..hehehe..n then mse si "epal" cl on da day ak smp, ak cte..n dia pn glak gle..2la..mcm mk slalu ckp, nt kta pn ak alami that kind of situation..idup ni mcm roda..n kitaran idup kta suma mcm 2..xslamanya di ats..so xslamanya kta akn muda..so to ols brbakti la kt ibu bpa kta slagi meka ada..pesanan utk dri ak gak..

**jgn nt suma org even my future hubby bpak ak kta epal sudeyh..hehhehe:p

Hepi bday "22" to me

2010-02-13T17:04:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum..

skg br da msa nk update blog..sgt ltey after 9 hours dlm bus..spttnya bus ak dr kl kul 5 suku ptg tp sbb jam dr pudu nk g duta, bus 2 smp duta around 6.30..then br gerak..n sbb trpmpau ltey ak trtdo..sdaq2 da kul 8.30..can u imagine yg msa 2 br nk kuar dr kl msk ipoh...adeh,,mmg jam gle..mmg da lenguh2 bdn...n for the first time ever, ak celeb8 my bday dlm bus..erm da plan nk celeb8 kt umh tp sbb jam lmbt la smp umh..ak smp umh around 3 am n pas2 trus ajk my bro g cri nsi..sbb dr pg msa class i've not yet eaten nsi..n imagine la cena lparnya ak tyme 2..plus ak mmg xdak slera nk mkn nsi lately...xtau la npe..erm blik2 umh tgk da ade kek choc...tq mak...erm citer sal xley mkn nsi ni..ak xtau la nk wt cena da..smlm nsi lmak yg ak bli 2 1 suap 2 suap je ak jamah..yg lbey adk la yg mkn..hehehhe..erm xpe..papepn tq 2 ol yg wish my bday..da tua ak..da 22..heheheh..to ina kt german n adli kt mesir tq so much sbb sngup cl2 dr jauh on time just to wish my bday..i really appreciate that..

erm azam bru utk bday ak kali ni is to be more matured in everthing i do ecpecially in everty tndakan ak wt...plus to be a better daughter to my parents..to be a better frens to anyone yg know me....

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finally..

2010-02-12T12:00:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
entry utk arini pndek jela..erm yeay2..finally ley blik kdh...rndu nk blik kdh..yes2..so hepi holiday 2 ol my friends, my blogger friends...

tired but hepi...

2010-02-11T23:01:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum..
arini ak sgt ltey..yela class arini smp 1.30..pas2 lak de meeting utk mgu alm skitar 1/3 ni..then td i have to siapkn paper work utk audit hijau, surat2 utk lwatan plus audit hijau..upanya ssh wt menda2 ni..ag ssh sbb dr sofi, our director reject..n i have to wat skali ag..but cena pn still ak byk blaja..erm after meeting td, kna jmp ngan madam ann..so pas2 ak br trgat ak xmkn ag..so bli nsi but still i have no apetite..just mkn 2/3 suap jek..da 4 ari ceni..erm..smlm nye nsi mkn 1 suap je, then phm2 la..sygnya..nangis nasi 2 nt..tp ntahla..ak mmg ilang slera mkn..ni pn nsi yg bru bli xabis2 sbb xlalu..mybe sbb ak ltey sgt..yela kn, after class g kwad..pas2 dok kt pdg tgk sukan..xpa..arini ak nk bg ltey sepuas2nya..sok da nk blik kdh..yeay2..bez2..rndu sume..tp still ak byk keja xsttle ag ni..adeh..tp xpe..ak akn wt slow2..sok for sure kna kuar awl kl nk taxi sbb mst rmai gle kot..erm xsbrnya nk blik..waa rndu suma mskn utagha..hehehhe...waa rndu ngan loghat2 sna..hehehhe..waa rndu nsi kndaq..waa rndu sayuq keladi...n utk cuti 10 ari ni ak da plan nk p sedim ngan kwn2..then insyaallah nk p arau trcinta jmp kwn2 plus p utan aji umh wani tercinta..ang tgu ak mai nuuu...tlong bwk ak p pdg bsaq...hehehhe:p
ak rndu sma kmu jga ija..byk cta ak nk kgsi ni..cya la kwn ang x sehepi ang kt penang 2....mk,pls sedia kek siap2..angah smp sharp kul 12@ 1 pg..hehehhee..
till then..bubbye..

** to my lec, dr boon poh ying...hepi chinese new yr dr..

dun expect much...i'm not perfect..

2010-02-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
erm just came bck from ppum..so tired..yela today busy ngan marching ag n today ak sgt enjoy trun pdg n be with the juniors..kl sblm ni sgt la mls ak nk trun utk ltihan umh sukan pn but td ak trun jgak kawad n tgk2 serta menjerit2 bg moral support to those yg amik bhgn..erm i was really hurt 2day for certain reasons..xpe...xnk igt da..sbb it was really hurt actually..ak akn wt 2 sbgai pgajaran n after this no more sbb now i know the right path to take to make decision..i just can't t tell everthing here as it is too personal to share but i'll write in my "private" blog..actually i hate being hurt n getting hurt but i can't get rid of it..but today i try to be calm as much as i can but i can't..i still failed..i asked myself why???yes the answer is that i'm not perfect..if u think u are, then don;t expect much from me as i'm not...i'm not perfect..yeah ppl say words can hurt ppl..yeah that's right...

to sume yg ty ak, 1 je ak ley ckp..ak xpnh plan what will happen in my life..if kl ak da slh ckp ke pe, i'm sori..

n ni lak xda kaitan ngan tjuk kt ats k... td msa blogwalking kt page sowg kwn, then trbce 1 paragraph sal kapel2 ni..erm yela kn da yg bla clash da xley brtemu muka pn ngan ex dia..nk be fren ag la kn..bg ak ceni jela..kl rs kl brkwn 2 akn wt gduh, so better dun be fren..tp pe slh kn be fren...mcm ak, ok jek..mybe sometimes 2 still hurt ag, but skg da ok sket..da ley jd kwn bek blik..sharing probs..sbb we started as bez frens, so why bother kn to be mcm mule2 dlu..kngsi2 mslh, amik brat, cl2,msg2..be matured, think +ve n everthing will be okayy..deep down, i pray for his happiness n hoping that he'll find somebody that can love him as much as i do..or mybe better than me n he also do the same to me..sbb yg lpas, lps la kn..n 1 jek if mmg dia ditkdirkn oleh Allah utk kita, whatever pn dia la utk kita..kn..

so 2 jek..to all tq 4 being my frens..pls dun expect much, sometimes i made mistakes..

it comes again...

2010-02-08T18:18:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
erm smlm ak xdpt lelap...sbb skt sgt kt bghn prot...dun noe y..n terpk xnk g class pg ni..tp alhamdulillah bla bgn da ok..so g class..tp td g class, bli mknn tp hnya mmpu mkn 2,3 suap jek..n nsi 2 smp skg xbis2 ag..npe ye..i av no idea...n arini skit blik...su da urtkn but still skt ag..tq 2 su..n rsa cm nk g clinic but xlarat sgt...n now i feel much better after amik ubt su..but still lau skt ag, cena kn..erm xpe..after class sok igt nk g clinc...nk wt check-up...ak da dpt asa skt msa standard 2 berulang blik..sbb ak dgil..org ckp prevention is better than cure..tp ak amik mudah..so bla skt,kna tnggung la kn..

Malam Kebudyaan UM n Ice Skating..

2010-02-06T20:09:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum.
erm da bpe ari kn xupdate blog..nk update tp sbb kdg2 ltey sgt terbantut rs nk update 2..aslnya mlm g um 2 da nk update tp 2la..kemalasan yg teramat..erm xtvt ak mgu ni tersgt la byk..yg wt ak jd sgt ltey..erm tp xpe..ailaikkk...erm mlm 4hb 2(khamis), ak ngan kwn2 g UM..kt kolej zaa'ba(kolej 7)..actually kmi djmput oleh kwn2 ipba yg stdy kt UM..sbbnya dpa wt mlm kebudayaan melayu..so p la sna..sgt bez la sbb dpa wt mcm2 xtvt..n the theme for that night is "seram"..smp je sna da tgk rmai org yg mna most of them bdk2 kolej 2 jgak..n along our way nk ke main stage(not stage actually but it is a pndok) kmi tgk byk menda2 putih like tutttt digntung kt pkok2..n for those yg dtg lmbt sket mmg akn mnjerit sbb trkejut sbb dpa usik2..sbbnya da yg pkai n jd hantu..dgn pkai rmbut pnjangnya,jubah putijnya..serious mcm real hantu..hahahaa...n ak puas ati la tgk their play..mmg bez..congrats to HAJAR,FIQAH,NAD,RURU n especially PAYED yg jd pengarah utk projek 2..mmg bez..n mlm 2 gak Mak Mah aka Ruminah Sidek dijemput,...cntik ag Mak Mah wlpn da mkin berumr..

n smlm lak ak ngan kwn2 g men ice skating kt sunway pyramid..this is my 4th time i guess..tp tyme ak men byk kali ak stop sbb kaki asyk cramp plus with period pain..but ak try gak men..kaki jgn ckp la,mmg thap pe ag skit..tp we enjoyed ourselves there..ak mmg played safe sbb xnk jth tp akhirnya laz2 ak jth gak.tq 2 ijat...erm n spanjang men ak gle cian tgk aqmal,peace,rani n fara yg jth ntah bpe byk kali b4 dpa dpt stabil...ssh gak tau nk men especially 4 those yg xdak basic men roller blade..nsb la ak mmg men menda alah2 2 dr kcik, so alhamdulillah la dpt balance kn bdn n move dgn ok..wlpn ltey smp la arini tp ak hepi..

kt bwh ni pic msa men ice skating..nk tgk byk2 dlm fb la ak ltak..pic kt um xdak byk sbb da dlm cam si pay...

if i had more than 24 hours...

2010-02-04T02:28:00.003+08:00

slm..

erm lately i've been really busy handling all my routines..i had no enough rest, my sleep timer totally changed + i tend to eat a lot due to this matters...around 2-3 am i am still awake finishning all the tasks that my lecturers gave me..seriously, if i have been given a wish, i wish to have more than 24 hours in a day..so that i can have more times to sleep rather than got only 3 @ 4 hours in 24 hours..that's why i always feel dizzy, tired, moody . due to this matter, i'm facing this weight probs..at one point, i put some weight but at some point, i tend to lost a lot of weight..erm i think i need to stop by now..tomorrow i have to present " HEART"in my ANATOMY subject..so wish me luck uols..

no tittle..

2010-01-31T23:35:00.001+08:00

slm..
erm tetibe mud nk mnulis mai..ngah pk2 ble la ak nk bca 9 nyawa(nvel trbaru ramlee awg murshid) tetibe msg msk.."wei,aku nk tunang 21hb 2 ni.hmpa blk la ok.aku dh hbaq awl2 dh."erm dana msg ak..dana,1 of my bez fren..dr zman skol rndh smp la ASTECH, smp la skg..erm da nk tunang kwn ak..ak ble la kn..kekdg 2 ble sorg2 kwn2 da tkaq tittle 2 "engaged" or "married", ak rs something..something yg can't be describe with words..erm tp da cen2 ketetapan Yang Maha Esa kn...ak timer seadanya...to dana ak akn blik..nsb tket ak blik kl blik 21 mlm..smoga ang ngan amin bhgia slamanya..:)
erm ni nk melalut sket...hehehe...some1 asked me,weh ang ska laki cena..dlu mybe ak xdak jwpn sgt..tp skg dh da..nk tau cena, g tgk cte we got married kim hyun joong..hahaha.. ak ske laki cen2 la..some1 yg ley wt ak senyum ol da times..hahaha..xpoyo..bley tgur if ak made mistakes..dgil dr ak sbb ak pn da tersgt dgil..plg pnting mcm suma pmpn nk beriman +can love my fmly as much as i love them + some1 yg brtanggungjwb kt fmly dia, can jga mak ayh dia...mk ak pnh ckp, ibu lg pnting dr isteri..so 1st ibu, 2nd isteri..so i dun mind n hopefully my future hubby de ciri2 cen2...erm pnjg ak melalut..hehhehe...mcm si hyun joong ni kn nape ak ska sgt 1 sbb dia sgt la innocent n jujur..if cntik dia ckp cntik..if x dia say no..wlpn he might hurt hwang bo tp at least dia x fake..bg ak dia sgt2 gle2..some1 soft spoken but once dia speak out, we just can smile and laugh..hehhehe..

**who's broke ol da 10,000 promises??"

eloo...pls la..

2010-01-30T02:53:00.002+08:00

slm..

erm for the third times ak dpt tdo ngan aman n nyenyak after ak insomnia ngan trok..then tyme2 ak tdo la da mcm2 gangguan plak..mcm skg ni la..ak tlis blog ni sbb ngah bengang la..tp xpela..xmrh org tp lpas dlm blog jek..erm bnyi phone jap td around 2.30am wt ak trjga..erm mmg ak sensitif bnyi sket kn..then ak angkat la.." erm wtpe?"..ak jwb la" ngah tdoq".."owh yeke?".."yela, awat??"..."sja"..then ak ty"awat cl?".."sja2..xley ke".."ley,tp org ngantok"..."sok da class x?"..ak jwb"xdak.cuti smp isnin sbb ari wilayah".."owh...erm sjaja..ha xpela...nk tdoq..ngantok"..then ak jwb" la..ni cl nk ckp 2 jela??sja kjut org bgn??ni yg geram ni.." ..mmg temperature ak nek la..dhla sdap2 ak ngah tdo..adeh...geram2..tp sbrla whai dri..erm geramnya...ntahla..dr dlu kot ak mmg pntang lau org sja2 cl,kjut tyme ngah tdo smata2 nk ckp menda xpnting..pantang tol la..pnh kot my bro kejut ngan trgesa2 suh ak bgn just to answer phone..mmg nangis la sbb trkejut..kl trkejut sgt smp cen2 ley jd...sbb bgn mengejut ak pnh jth ktil,kaki terkehel..2 tyme 1st sbe..br2 ni bis ayaq tmpah pn sbb trkejut bgn..so moral jgn la wt cen2 pd mreka2 yg kjut ak..k,..tq..

**tgula..org wt alik..huh!!

cutti yang membosankan...

2010-01-29T17:06:00.002+08:00

slm..

erm cdenya xley blik kg..so trperuk la ak kt ostel n kl yg serabut ni..smlm tetiba mai ja akai ak nk blik kdh...so ak da plan nk cr tket..td after class g la hentian duta ngan lan nk cr tket...tp sygnya tket ak xdak..kl da pn kul 1.45ptg..je as..tp double decker..erm xnk la..mak ak xbg nek..dhla nk blik ngejut nk suprise mk ak, xkn nk nek kot kn..jd pape t...ish2 bkn la mtk tp xsdap ati la..menda yg mak ak xbg 2 xnk la ak wat...so last2 xjd la ak blik..erm cuti da la smp isnin ni..erm plus cuti wilayah sekali..so ak ngah pk2 pe la ak ley wt cuti ni..erm nk siapkan keja2 yg brlambak 2 harus la..erm yg len 2 pe ye..erm nk wt pe ye??

xpela pk2 lu..hehheh..ws

i wonder...

2010-01-24T12:32:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..
erm bgn2 je arini ak terpk nk update blog..nk tlis something yg ak da lma pk..something yg sometimes make me wonder..erm..mcm suma tau ak bkal guru..i left accountancy as i really wanted to be a teacher..really love kids..really love teaching..msa nk kuar uitm dlu rmai ty, why you i'm should quit..then i answer because i love teaching..that's what i wanted to do n my life..erm they just said okayy..whatever...ntahla..bg ak ni profession plg mulia..very noble..ak bgga jd a part of this profession..bkn xsedih tgk rmai classmates yg kt dublin wt medic la, kt uitm wt law la, engineering la bgai tp da tkdir ak ceni kn..sometimes i wonder if ak stay kt uitm mybe ak akn jd accountant mcm ak nk dlu tp 2la..tp ble pk who made accountant, dr, lawyer, engineer to be what they were now..n yeah the answer is "TEACHER"..So i'm proud to call myself a future teacher...